- little explanation of why i've been almost m.i.a for months, and then i ask you guys for somethinggg (:
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my depression is a metaphorical rollercoaster. i'll feel great for a month or two and then i'll fall completely into this dark place, and then i'll have a couple good days, immediately followed by a couple bad ones, and it's just unpredictable
for the past couple months i've been in one of my infamous depression pits. it felt like i was standing in a tunnel with absolutely no light at the end, and i know it's cliche to say that, but that's my reality. during these times i'll have no motivation to do anything and it sucks, but i deal with it. that, unfortunately, also means that i don't write a lot.
i've learned through past experiences that i can almost feel when some relief is coming. and i feel like i'm finally getting motivation to do things again. i'm making plans for the upcoming months, and i'm excited to hang out with people again when literally last week i thought just standing up was the worst idea ever
im also starting to get excited to write again. i have so many requests in my drafts that i've been picking at every once in a while, and i think i'm ready to finish them, so don't think i forgot about yours !!
however, it will take a little bit of time, and all i want to do right now is just relax, recover, and read some bomb ass muke so please comment your favorite muke fan fictions. i prefer dom michael obviously, but i'm open to anything that's good
thank you everyone for being so patient with me. i know you understand, but i always want to be the best i can be.
i love all of you so much
