i'm feeling better.
i'm not sure how long it's gonna last, but i'm feeling okay right now and that's all that matters.
lately i've been in an extreme low. i've expressed that a little bit, but some parts of it need to be kept personal. i've just been pretty sad to put it in simple terms, but honestly the word sad doesn't even begin to describe it.
i appreciate all of you who have reached out to ask how i am more than you could ever know even if i'm not that great at responding. thank you so much.
now, to the point of this authors note:
in the past, i have asked for requests just in hope that having you guys submit ideas would somehow give me motivation to write again. it didn't work, but i finally feel like i'm ready again
so, if you guys would like to send something in, i would greatly appreciate it (:
thank you all for sticking with me
i love you