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Chapter 2 Goodbye

/Hi guys! Thank you so much for the comments and reading my fanfic! You might find this chapter uneventful but I really had to include it as transition for this story~Author /

Chapter 2: Goodbye

Yoojung's POV

Everything was happening so fast, one moment I was excited and full of hope for my group's upcoming comeback, then now, I found out that I'm not even part of that comeback anymore. I don't know where to go after the meeting with the CEO. Our manager accompanied me to an empty dance practice room, and tried to calm me down; I have not stopped crying since the meeting.

I don't know what I should do, or where to go. One thing I was sure of is that for now I want to be alone, I don't want to see anyone. How do I say good bye to Weki Meki and my friends from Fantagio? What would I tell them? Just thinking about it breaks my heart.

Our manager is the only person who knows about what was about to happen besides me and the CEO. He has done so much for me, he is one of the people that I should properly say thank you to.

"Manager Nam , I know that out of all of us in Weki Meki, I have given you the biggest headache....." I can't even speak properly my tears are overflowing.

"Yoojung ah please don't say that" He said, he was also sobbing during this moment.

"I'm so sorry for everything, for sometimes being late for training, for being overly energetic most of the time, for bothering you during breaks, for messing up my hair and makeup before live shows, for being childish... there are so many things that I should be sorry for.... But thank you for being patient with me, for caring for me, you are not just my manager but I have considered you as family, please don't ever forget about me." It hurts so much, how will I be able to do this to all of the members? I cannot do this.

I don't know how much time had passed, manager Nam did not leave me alone, we just stayed there crying our hearts out. At some point, I eventually stopped crying, it was dark outside now. Manager Nam offered to drive me back to the dorm, but I don't think that is the place where I should be right now. I need time to think. I declined his offer and promised him that I will be back at the dorm by tomorrow.

I took a cab and went to my mom's house. I think this is the best place for me to ponder upon the things that has occurred today. This place is so different now. Without my mom it has been so quiet, she was very energetic than me, maybe more energetic than me at some point.

"Mom, I'm so confused right now, what should I do? I miss you" I started crying again.

I woke up with the vibration coming from my phone. I didn't even know that I have fallen asleep. There were several messages and missed calls from the group members. Now Suyeon unnie was calling. They are probably worried about me. I can't get myself to answer the phone, if I talk to them now they would know... I don't think I can stop myself from crying if I hear any of their voices. I ignored the call, and opened our group chat instead and sent them a message.

Hi guys, I just went out with some relatives. They came home to Korea today from the overseas. Don't worry about me. I'll come home tomorrow :D~ Yoodaeng.

I stayed up all night and decided that there is no way I could say everything that I want to say to all of them so I decided to just make a letter for them. Even writing the letter was so hard for me, but this is easier.

Dear Weki Meki,

I never thought that this day would come. I have been with you since we were just trainees and all of you have become very dear to me. I hurts so much that I have to say this in a letter. Fantagio, traded me to another company. I will not be able to stay with you guys anymore, it's so complicated and I don't really understand what happened but Mr. CEO said that it is the only way to save our company. I love each and every one of you, and it was never my intension to leave our group.

To Suyeon Unnie,

You are the best leader a team could have. You are always so composed and you give strength to this each one of us. Please always take care of yourself. If you are in pain please tell the members immediately, do not keep it to yourself. Your health and safety is much more important to us than an earlier comeback. Thank you for being the older sister that I never had.

To Hae-rim Unnie,

Like Suyeon unnie, you are also the older sister I never had, thank you for being the funny unnie that always have fun with the younger members. Be confident, you have so much talent in you that the world needs to see.

To Seo-jeong,Soo-Kyung, So-eun, Hyo-jung

I know that I was not really a responsible unnie to all of you, but all of you still respected me and treated me well. Please remain kind and respectful to your other unnies.

To Doyeon,

I know that you would definitely get mad at me after reading this letter. You will forever be my dearest friend. Without you, I would have succumbed to depression during our days in produce 101. You have always protected me and guided me from all of the things that scare me. Our friendship does not end here. Thank you so much for everything.

I love you all so much, I'm in a confused state right now and cannot fully express myself. When the time comes that I have sorted out everything, I want to meet with you guys and say everything that is in my heart .

~Yoodaeng

Tomorrow, while everyone is at practice, I will go back to the dorm, pack all my stuff, leave this letter and move out. The faster I distance myself, the less it would hurt. 

/Thank you for reading! I will work hard to update as soon as possible... Yoojung and BTS interaction on the next chapter/ ~ CCH2301