C H A O S

Confused

You would think Ashley would've told me if she wanted to date me. Like honestly I probably would've dated her but she had to wait till I find this amazing boy. Truly amazing. God this is going to fuck me up so hard.

I haven't spoken to Ashley in a few days after me and Tyler told her I choose him. Its not like I had a choice. I think no matter what every ounce of my wanted Tyler and no one else. It just sucks to see she waited so long

Anyways. I'm going on a date with him today and I wore this really cute, black, flowey top and some nice jeans with these pop pink sunglasses and I'm really in love with the overall outfit.

I head out the front door because my father isn't home. Probably out at a bar getting drunk. Wouldn't surprise me at all.

Outside, I find Tyler in a car.

"You can drive? How come you never told me loser." I rush over to the nice burgundy car.

"Why would I tell you?"

***

After our date he drives me back to his place. As soon as we get in the door we head to his room in the basement. He closes his door and we sit on his bed.

"Best date so far." He jokes around.

"We've been on like 2" I push him gently.

"Exactly." He smiles and looks at me.

Suddenly there's a knock at Tyler's door.

"Ugh it's probably my brother James one minute."

My heart sinks. James. He opens the door.

I cannot breathe. I clutch my chest as start almost gasping for air quietly. He makes eye contact with me and I can see the fear in his eyes.

"Tyler..." I Gasp. "Ty." He turns around and runs over to hug me.

I start crying. There is no way he's related to that man. The man who helped...

"Ty get him out of here!"

James runs up the stairs.

"Fuck fuck fuck fuck." I can't stop crying. Tyler just holds me.

After my solid 15 minute panic attack I'm able to breathe a bit and I am able to talk now.

"You know that night I ran off because of luke."

Tyler nods and rubs my shoulder.

"Well Luke accused me of cheating. He slapped me. Said I would make it up to him. He took off my clothes but threatened to tell everyone about my messed up life and leak pictures he took. He invited his pal over because he loved sharing so much. His pal.. James. And they both..."

"No.."

I nod slowly, trying not to cry again.

"I'll fucking kill him."

"Ty please!" I start crying again as he leaves.

I'm so tired though. I can't chase after him. I close my eyes for a moment.