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The Truth Will Set You Free

You lean into Jonah a little as you feel his lips press onto yours. Before you let yourself enjoy it, you pull away so you're out of his arms. 

"Jonah" you say, sounding upset. 

"I'm sorry y/n....it's just..."

"No" you say before he can finish. "I'm with Zach and you're with Vic-" 

"But I'm not though!" He said in a pleading tone. 

"Regardless" you shout back at him. "I'm happy with Zach. I shouldn't have let you kiss me". 

Jonah stood looking down at you in silence. You were on the other end of the closet facing the wall. You were too embarrassed to look at him. When you felt your face heating up and your breathing increasing, you hear Jonah walk up behind you. 

"I'm sorry y/n. I've just liked you for so long. I really thought that you liked me too."

You turn around. 

"Jonah, I did like you. I liked you for so long. I actually thought that we could've been a thing...you know, before I knew Vic was in the picture. I hated you for being with her. I liked you so much. You had me on a hook and you played games with me". You felt tears streaming down your face. "You hurt me Jonah. You would call me pretty and gorgeous and make me feel like I was the most special girl to you in the world. You would take the time just to hang out with me only. You made me feel like there was a sliver of possibility for us. But then you turned me down. Do you know how much that hurt? And then I finally get over it and I finally get over you and then you kiss me! I'm with one of your good friends! That doesn't stop you?" 

You try and catch your breath so you stop talking and wipe the tears off of your face. You and Jonah stand in silence until you both meet each other's eyes.

 You stand on your tip toes as Jonah leans down again and you both share another kiss. Except this one happened fast. You guys kept your lips glued together as Jonah picked you up from your butt and held you so your head was leveled with his. He walked closer to the wall until your back was pressed up against it. You knew what you guys were doing was wrong but you couldn't help it. All you could think about was how much you liked it when Jonah kissed you. It made you crazy when he started playing with your tongue. 

Jonah went down your neck and to where your clevage was popping out of your shirt. He kissed all around your shoulders and then went back to your chest. 

"How much time do we have left" he asked out of breath. You had set a timer yourself on your phone. You pulled it out of your back pocket and saw that you guys only had about two and half minutes left. 

"Not enough" you say back. 

Jonah then puts you down and you guys share another kiss. 

"I'm sorry I hurt you" he said sincerely. You didnt know what to say. You didnt forgive him. You were upset at him for kissing you. You were upset at yourself for kissing him back. 

when your time was finally up, you rushed out of the closet before anyone could catch up to you. You needed to find Zach. You didn't want anyone to tell him what had happened. You were eventually going to but not tonight. You ran into the nearest bathroom that wasn't infested with people and took out your phone. He picked up on the third ring 

You: "hey, where the hell are you? I haven't seen you all night". 

Zach: "I'm outside by the pool, come out, I wanna see you". 

You: "I wanna see you too but I also wanna leave. Do you think you and I could walk down the street to blue anchors or something?"

Zach: "Uh, sure I guess. Why do you wanna leave so early?"