My Ex & Why's | [JenSoo]

Chapter 25: Do you still love me?

a/n: Drama ahead of ya'. double update cause I miss you guys, and I miss writing.

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Jisoo

"I am resigning." I said with all the confidence gathered up in my guts. she was staring at the letter on her desk, not saying a word.

"It was a pleasure, to be able to work with you again President, but things are just complicated between me and you and we can't seem to get along well, let alone our past. I decided to resign and maybe I could find somewhere else where I can work, without.." I paused taking a deep breath before saying "you.. and without me around you. I think its t-the better way"

Jennie looks up and raises her eyebrow, she looks away shaking her head in dismay with an unhappy face.

"You want to resign? just because of us? and our past? then how about your money? I thought you need money, well of course you do cause if you didn't chose to go with your fucking family then none of this could've happened to you!"

"That is exactly my point! None of this could've happened if I didn't chose to go with my mother who had CANCER AND FUCKING DIED! NONE OF THIS COULD'VE HAPPENED IF I SHOULD'VE CHOSEN YOU INSTEAD OF MY FUCKING FAMILY! I GET IT! IT'S ALL MY FUCKING FAULT PRESIDENT KIM!" I couldn't help but cry and get angry at the same time causing for me to yell at her.

"It's good that you know it's all your fault! It's all your fault! I hate you Jisoo! I want to slap you a thousand times until you beg me to stop because of the pain, but instead I know the pain you caused me was a million times painful than that!"

"Then go ahead! I'd be honored! you can even kill me if you want cause that's what you want right?! you want me out of your life! just kill me already! free me from this pain! do it!"
she looked at me dead in the eyes, she stood up and that's when I regret it.

she slapped me, the sound was still echoing in my ear.

"Is that what you really think!? fuck you!" I felt a pang in my chest after she said that. is this really the end of our relationship?

"If I wanted you out of my life then I shouldn't have hired you! I shouldn't have let you spend time with my daughter! I shouldn't have been wasting my time talking to you and just kill you already! But I didn't.." can I borrow her line for a sec?

"Then Why?!"

"I don't fucking know anymore!.. I hate you, you made me miserable" I instantly regret for having an argument with her cause now.. she's crying.

I looked down, my tear fell from my eyes to my feet.

If we continue to be like this, we can never fix things unless someone forgives and someone to be forgiven.

that's why I ask her the question I've been dying to know the answer.

"Jennie, d-do you still love me?"

I will take the consequences of my actions, and let it serve as my lesson.

if she says no, then I know its time for me to let go even if you say I'm a coward, I'm a jerk. then I'll let you guys be, the truth is both of us are cowards. cowards that maybe what happened to us in the past might happen to us again.

"Answer me, and I'll be completely out of your life." I said sternly, clenching my fist because of the nervousness I am feeling right now.

"What if I say No?" she looks at me, her eyes were still streaming with tears.

"Then I'll leave. for good." I gave her a sad look, cause sad is what I'm feeling right now. and hurt, mostly.

"But.. what if I say Yes?" will she?

"Then let me love you again" I said, chewing on my cheek. I couldn't speak properly, my throat is burning and my heart is hurting. I'm scared..

"Then say it to my face Kim Jisoo! scream it to my face!" I was taken aback by that but I did what I had to.

"KIM JENNIE LET ME LOVE YOU AGAIN!"

"LOUDER!"

"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JUST LET ME LOVE YOU AGAIN!" I almost cried out. I kept my head down waiting for my answer that'll change everything.

"Then.." she pauses and I looked at her, with a worried face. I closed my eyes waiting for reality to hit me in the face.

"then it's a yes. I still love you"

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a/n:

Cliffhanger. cause things are going to be different for the next chapters probably but anyways I just hope you aren't getting tired of the dramabums.

Q: Is my english grammar improving?

1. Nah, you still suck.

2. Yes! you're doing an excellent job! 😂

3. a little bit.

or just comment down below your opinion. ❤