The Way We Speak Through Music

Chapter 30

Look at this beautiful man k tnx bye

Yoongi's POV

Today is the day, definitely. No stepping back now. I'm done with using the same excuses like I've been doing for the past four years. What if...

No! No more what ifs etc. It should go well. It will go well.

Looking good, as always. My head is cool, good, and my heart... is like a raging fire, it could jump out of my chest

"Yoongi?", and that's the reason why. That voice... I made my way downstairs to meet Y/N and saw yet another reason. Those eyes...

"Y-yeah?", she frowned and tilted her head. I slapped myself mentally for acting odd and cleaned my throat

"Are you okay?"

"Sure, you?"

"I'm worried about Vi, she told me not to wait for her after the violin lesson", she's so kind

"No idea what made her say that"

"What if something's wrong with her mum? I'll pay them a visit"

"Y/N, sweetie", I cupped her face and melted at the worried expression and gleaming eyes

"I'm sure she would tell you if something's going on"

"You're right... I shouldn't just come uninvited"

"Relax, I'm sure they're fine"

"Thank you oppa", I pulled her in embrace and sighed. She's so tense, even under my touch. I guess today is not the right time either. 

I'm feeling confident about today. The weather is nice and Y/N should be free today. After quitting her job she decided to attend a music academy and work there as an assistant. Even so she gets requests every now and then, I told her to ignore it because she's busy enough with studying and has a part-time job but she won't listen. You never know why they made that request is what she always answers back. What a hard-working little bee, I really admire her dedication. Like, I too dedicated my life to music but she is on a completely different level. Still, I enjoy pursuing the same goal as her. I snapped back to reality when someone knocked. Did she forget her keys?

"Why are you guys here?"

"Hyung, behave", Jungkook entered before everyone and immediately went to steal all the banana milk

"I didn't invite you", I tried to bring order and stood in front of the group completely ignoring me and minding their own business as if I'm invisible

"Please? I wanted to spend a day with Y/N"

"Let's watch movies!", Y/N rushed just as I pronounced her name and jumped on the couch after turning on the TV. The boys clapped and agreed in unison

"Really?"

"Can you bring us some snacks hyung?", Jungkook asked with an angelic smile I'm gonna slap off one day

"I'll do it", Y/N answered and stood up but I grabbed her before she could do anything

"Just sit down, I'll bring the brat food", I understand that we rarely get the chance to be together and chill, but I'd also like to be alone with my girlfriend once in a while. I see these guys every single day, isn't that enough-

"What the hell", Y/N's laughter caught my attention. Tears are forming in the corners of her eyes as she's wheezing and punching Hoseok. It's making others laugh too. They look like they're having a really good time, but most importantly, Y/N looks so precious and beautiful. She looks genuinely happy. Right...

We're like a family, I shouldn't push them away. Maybe it's not a bad idea to wait for another occasion when we're all gathered. Unless the outcome won't be what I'm hoping for...

"Oppa, what's wrong?", I looked up and saw her concerned face. It immediately made me smile and pull her in a hug. I bet she got confused by my actions because usually I don't show affection in front of others, but I'm slowly not giving a damn about it. I love her too much. My favourite melody, the brightest smile, my favourite pair of eyes, the purest soul on this planet

My first love

Alright, today is the day. I can feel it because I have never been this nervous before. Guys already know my plan, they're supportive about it, Jin the most

"Oppa, how do I look?", Y/N asked and walked out in a beautiful simple flowery dress. I love her simplicity so much, I said it a million times and I'll say it at least a million more. Flower's innocence, elegance and beauty fits her as if she's one herself. I'm feeling like a bug that's drawn in by her unique colours and flowery scent

"Y/N, you never fail to leave me speechless", I cupped her blushing face and kissed her forehead. The dress she's wearing is similar to the one she wore in Daegu, but the aura is different. She's much more of a woman now. Her face matured, her eyes aren't like in a child in constant move but focused and calm. She blossomed like the prettiest flower despite growing in wilderness and I'm working on myself to be the right man for her.

Just look at us. We had nothing but dreams and thousands of questions about life, and now we're dressed fancily and leaving our home to go to a restaurant for dinner. I squeezed her hand and she did the same. She really is still with me. 

I wanted the dinner to be romantic but such things are impossible with a goofball like Y/N. What matters is that she had fun and I enjoyed watching her

"Kitten, are you tired?", I asked and hugged her from behind when we entered the house

"Something on your mind?"

"Actually, yes"

"Oooh, you promised you'd teach me play that song on a piano"

"Would you like that?"

"I'd LOVE that!", she exclaimed and I pecked her lips before going to the piano

"Where am I gonna sit?"

"On my lap, dummy", as I pulled her on my lap my body instantly leaned to kiss her and rest my head on her shoulder. What's the point in being so near her and not showering her with kisses?

"I'll guide your hands", we enjoyed the melody in silence. Y/N would occasionally turn a page to read the music sheet. A smile never left my face, I wasn't nervous anymore even though we're slowly coming to the last page

"You wrote this?"

"Mhm", I hummed in her soft hair

"The lyrics are nice"

"Because it's about you", she glanced at me with a wide smile and returned to the piano. Just one more page...

"It's beautiful... I feel the same way so it makes it even better", that's exactly what I wanted to hear. I love how her tiny hands perfectly fit into mine, her warmth is shifting the cold out of my palms. Our perfectly synchronized souls and hands are the source of what's to become our anthem and get stuck inside my head for a lifetime. 

 She turned the final page and froze like that

"Yoongi, did you put that here?", okay I lied, this is so nerve-wrecking I can feel my body and voice getting shaky

"I didn't prepare a speech, I let the music speak for me, the way we did our entire lives. But... not everything can be said through a song so I'll have to play my part here. Y/N, will you marry me?"