The Way We Speak Through Music

Chapter 9

Short update ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Yoongi's been knocking on my door for quite some time now. Whatever, I needed to be alone with my thoughts. I played whatever fell on my mind, in entirety it doesn't make a hit or any sense but it represented my state of mind. Just what the hell did he do to me? It's like he's a freaking snake and I can feel the venom boil in my blood and now I'm in a search for an antidote. Do I tell him about my feelings? Do I tell someone else perhaps? Do I ignore it? It should pass after some time I guess, I really want it to. 

He really pissed me off, he knows that. Because every time I'd call him by his full name, not oppa or Yoongi. We've been friends for years, does he really see me only as an object he can toy with whenever he wants to? Like, sure, he doesn't have to love me but still, I thought he'd care about me at least as a friend

"Hi!"

"What the hell! How did you get in?"

"Window"

"Asshole!", he took away my guitar and opened my closet. I can sense how mad he is but I honestly couldn't care less about it now

"We have some plans for tonight so put your ass in some nice clothes and let's go"

"I don't wanna go"

"Or should we wear matching clothes?"

"Are you even listening to me?"

"This shirt is... small"

"What? I'm not wearing that, people will see the stupid hickey"

"So? Boys won't approach you then"

"What if I want them to?"

"Y/N I'm warning you! We're goona be late because you locked me outside"

"Of course it's my fault"

"Just-"

"Shut up! And listen! You're doing confusing stuff to me and I can't ignore it! ALSO YOU NEVER TOLD ME ABOUT PLANS IN THE EVENING CAN YOU TAKE MY FEELINGS INTO CONSIDERATION JUST ONCE"

"I'll see you in 20 minutes outside", with that he left. Why the hell did I fall in love with him? Out of all people...

"Yoongi, where are we going?"

"You'll like it"

"Mean..."

"Hey Y/N, what's up?", finally a breeze of fresh air. Jungkook's eyes wrinkled as he smiled and hugged me from side

"Hi Kookie", he put dramatically a hand on his chest

"Kookie? That's so cute"

"Well it suits you", shit, was it too much? Even Jungkook looked shocked, Yoongi was beyond shocked. He looked terrorized.

It is chilly outside, I wanted to put on my hoodie or something but I realized I left it at the hotel because Yoongi hurried me and I didn't have enough time to prepare properly. The sweet guy he sometimes is, Yoongi put his black shirt on me

"I didn't ask for it"

"I didn't ask for your opinion", I rolled my eyes and he simply frowned. Well, talking with Jungkook is nice, he is super sweet, cheerful and doesn't freaking tease me. But it just didn't feel as good as being with this asshole yawning next to me and keeping his sleepy poker face all the time. Also, his manly smell is... ugh, I turned away so he doesn't see me sniffing his shirt like a creeper but that's one of the main reasons I wear his clothes only if it has his smell on.