Wrote by me, I'm aware that it's similar to other pregnancy preferences.
Luke:
The tears silently slid down your face as you re-read the message your boyfriend, Luke, sent you this morning. Since you found out you were pregnant, you had been avoiding him at all costs. It'd been a week seen you had last spoken to Luke and he seemed to be feeling hurt and really worried about you.
From: Luke<3
Hey, babe. It's been a week now... You haven't answered any of my calls or texts, but I just need to know that your okay. For whatever I did, or didn't do, I'm sorry. Just please call me so we can talk about it. B/F/N said you were upset, and knowing you are hurting is hurting me too. It's killing me not knowing if your okay and I miss you sooo much. If this is your way of trying to end everything between us, then please don't. Just not like this anyway. I love you more than I could ever love anyone. Just call me? Please babe. xx
You didn't want to call him. You didn't want to see him. All you knew was by getting pregnant at 17 with his child is that you were ruining his life. Luke was a good person that didn't deserve to have his future thrown away for you, you thought. Yes you were pregnant and Luke was the dad, but he didn't have to be. He had a right to know and you knew that, but whether or not he sticks around is up to him.
You jumped when the phone began to buzz in your hands. The caller ID was Ashton, so you sighed and answer it, pressing the phone to your ear.
"Ash" You ask.
"No, it's Luke" The familiar voice makes your stomach do 100 somersaults and you feel your eyes fill up with tears, just thinking about telling him. "Please don't hang up." He quickly says. "I miss you, I need to hear your voice"
"I'm sorry" You whimper.
"Why, why have you been avoiding me at every chance, have I done something. I'm so sorry if I have but I just don't understand.."
"No, your fine Luke. It's me." You whisper. "I'm a mess, I'm-" you pause, unsure of what to say.
"Babes, you know that I'm always here, if your feeling down and low I can help you. You know that right?" He said and you close your eyes. You know how hard it is going to be when you pluck up the courage to tell him your pregnant, and that you have an eating disorder.
"I came to your house yesterday, your mom said you weren't in, but I know you were. I could tell because I could hear Ed Sheeran playing from your bedroom." He chuckles a little and you at that sound, letting his voice flow through your ears. "I feel like shit knowing your sad and it's ten times worse not knowing what's-"
"I'm pregnant." You finally get the words out of your mouth and be goes quiet on the other line. "I'm pregnant and it's your baby, and I know that you are not going to want to be with my anymore; your eighteen, famous and don't want to be a dad. But it's okay, I understand. I just want you to be happy, that's all I've ever wanted. My mom is gonna help me the through this Luke, this and my eating disorder. I want you to carry on living your dream, and I want you to know that I've never stopped loving you and that I never will stop. I just think this is for the best and I'm so sorry." You say a little to quickly before hanging up.
You laid on your bed and burst into tears, releasing some of the pain which was inflicted upon you. You don't move.
Hours pass and you still lay, the humming voice of Ed Sheeran's, coming through your earphones, the only noise you can hear. The door creaks open and you sigh.
"Mom" you whine without glancing up, "go away, I'm not hungry, I don't want din-"
"It's me." You hear his voice and look up to see him standing by the doorway. His eyes are puffy and red from crying and he's holding his penguin toy Pengy.
"Your mom let me in, she thinks we should talk, and she's right." He murmurs, looking down at Pengy. "I'm mad" he states and your eyes well up with tears, "I'm mad that you ignored my and didn't tell me but worst of all, I'm mad that that you thought I would just walk away and leave you. And I'm sad, I'm sad that I wasn't the first person you came to, and I'm sad that you thought I would stop loving you. You know I would go to the end of the earth and back for you, I would do that because I love you and nothing will ever stop me from loving you." He looks up and a tear slides down his face. "And I really hope you still love me because I want to be here, I wanna be here for a long time. Forever, if you'll have me."
Before you know it tears are rolling down your face.
"I want you to be hear for me, and for the baby. Our baby." You whisper and he nods. "And I brought Pengy because well... I don't really know. It's cool so I thought that the baby could have it." He murmurs, and you smile before getting up and walking over to him, wrapping your arms around his waist, tight, and kissing him hard.
"I love you so much" You say.
"I love you too" he smiles while slowly resting his hand on your stomach, you both look down. "And this is gonna be hard, I know, but we can get through it. Things are gonna change, like you need to eat more, you are feeding to remember! I love you and I love him. Or her. Whatever will be cool" He smiles.
"Your such a dork" You grin before kissing him again.
