SMOL BEANS

27: Gone too soon

V4Flower's POV

  I was passing around my room, trying to decide what to tell Mayu. What was I thinking?! I wasn't even thinking I just blurted out the first thing that came to my mind, and now look what I've done. The person who hates me the most now hates me even more! God, all the stress is killing me. Now one more thing to add to the things I have to worry about.

I flopped onto my bed and sighed. Then I got a call. It was from Yukari. I smiled.

"What's up, Bunny?"

"Flower, it's urgent. Something's happened and I need you."

I froze. "Where are you?"

"At the ROC. Hurry!!!"

     I ran into the ROC, startling everyone. Mayu was there but as soon as she saw me she ran someplace else. But I didn't have time to worry about her. I heard bustling coming from my sister's room, and I hurried to her.

What I saw engraved itself into my mind. What I saw I shall never forget. What I saw hurt so badly I couldn't move.

She was in a seizure-like state, her eyes were blank and black ink pouring out of her mouth. Her calfs were gone, probably put into another room to be fixed. Five doctors were around her, trying to stabilize her and get her back to normal. Yukari was in the back of the room, holding and covering a crying Rana.
I just stood there. Shaken. They asked me to wait in the lobby until they could get her to calm down, for if she were to see me she'd get even more anxious and hurt herself more.

  I sat in the lobby completely silent. I couldn't cry. I could barely even move. My "brain" was in a state where it would hardly let me think.

Why couldn't it have been me?

Im not even suppose to be "alive"

Why is this happening?

It should be me. It should be me. It should me.

But it's not.

They finally were able to get her calm 2 hours later. Within those 2 hours I was so afraid that I could hardly blink. I just sat there. Waiting for good news and hoping for a miracle.

I was allowed back into her room. Yukari and Rana left. I think it was too much on Rana for her to have to see that. My sister's skin had no color. She was sitting up right now. Her eyes were closed and she was connected to a machine that made get wear a clear mask around almost her entire face. She couldn't even breath.

Her eyes slowly fluttered open and she looked at me. They were filled with fear and exhaustion. When I saw this, every emotion slowly flooded into my head, making me run over to her and hug her as tight as I could. I cried into her shoulder as she slowly tried to return the hug. I looked at her and she smiled weakly.
   "My beautiful Flower," her voice was weak and muffled, which only made me cry more. She caressed my face in her cold palms. "Please don't cry, love. I don't wanna see you cry." I wrapped a hand around her wrist tried to smile. Her smile became wider. "My little sister. A miracle you are. Im so lucky to have had someone like you."
My brows furrowed and my expression became sadder. "Had?"

Tears began to stream down her face but she kept smiling. I began sobbing as she pulled me onto her hospital bed with her. I laid there crying into her shoulder as she ram her fingers through my hair. "Remember me~ " she began to sing. I squeezed her tighter. I couldn't let her go.  "V3....Please don't leave me."
She smiled. " Dear... I'm not leaving you. I love you. I am permanently with you. You are me."

She stopped playing with my hair. Her arms lay loosely on my back. I got up and looked at her shaking my head in disbelief. Her eyes were closed, she was cold..

But at least she was smiling.