This is for you, my love

I...I think i miss you

It has been so long now,

So long since we have talked.

I am feeling so many emotions that i dont want to allow.

I remember the day that from my mind you were blocked.

i am regreting everything.

From saying "hi" to saying "goodby"

I remeber when you would text me, my heart would ping,

My emotions would fly.

Now...i am hurting,

I feel horrible for all the things that i did.

Then again...i have never been good at flirting.

Showing my feelings...i try to forbid.

Am i horrible person?

I dont know.

All my emotions..they worsen

And it is because i didnt want to show.