This is for you, my love

Love...turned into Despair

Seeing you so happy makes me smile,

Well…at least for a little while.

Then i see that you are with another,

I guess she is better, better then your other/

I see you with her and i want to scream,

Tears running down my face in a stream.

I try to pretend that this isn't real,

How can you not know what i feel?

I run away when you walk towards me,

In fear that my reddened face, you will see.

I am so ugly when i am like this,

You did this to me, you and your stupid bliss.

I gave you my heart,

And all you could do was play me from the start.

All of my love you turned into Despair,

Well this shows, you truly did not care.

I wish right now to turn bad the clock,

So from you, i heart could lock.

You hurt me,

My pain, how can you not see?