This is for you, my love

A way out

OK... I think i know how i can let out my emotions...

A list, a list blue as the oceans.

I think i know the lists that i will make, 

two, one that will make me understand, and one that will make me ache.

It may seem wrong, 

But in the end i will know that i was able to do it all along.

A way out, 

And all i will have to do is count.

Count the times that you hurt me,

Growing immune is the key.

You are the only one that is able to make me cry,

And it all started when you admitted to your lie.

I need to cry,

and i know why.

Im learning to live,

And nothing i am going to give.