This is for you, my love

Steps

There are many steps that i must take.

And not one, is fake.

I dont know how long it will take,

Long enough for me to become awake.

I know the first,

It is probably the worst.

1. I must not talk to you.

This..will make me feel blue.

But i have to do it.

If not...my heart will stay lit.

My love, 

I Cant Do this.

I must not talk to you,

I can do this.

Have faith...

do i have faith?

I can do this.

I am going to need help...

I cant do this myself.

My friends...can they help?

Yes, they can.

I am not alone,

not anymore.

I have grown.

I have getten off the floor.

I can do this...

Can i?