I thought about what Tristan said. How I shouldn't like Gale because Peeta was gone. It's unfair.. If Peeta came back to life what would he think about me and Gale? But he won't come back to life, Katniss. Quit being delusional.
While Tristan was at a friend's - Lydon I think - I went to Gale's to chill and think this all through. I like Gale, maybe a lot. I just need to except that Peeta is gone - all because of me, and I regret every second of it - and I need to move on. "Hey, Katnip." Gale said as I walked in. I didn't even realize he still called me that. I flashed a smile then sit down.
We had a pretty long conversation, until Tristan came home. "Hey, you can stay here.." Gale offered. I couldn't deny it, so I said yes.
Tristan just slept in a sleeping bag in Galen's room. I walked over to Galen's room just before I was going to bed. "I'm just pissed with Katniss. She killed my damn dad." Tristan cried. He wasn't even calling me mom anymore.. "It's okay, Tristan. I'm pissed at Peeta for killing Nova. The damn Capitol has done enough." Galen said. I didn't want to hear anymore of the conversation. I left and went to Gale's room. I fell asleep with his arms wrapped around me.
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Tristan was difficult every time I mentioned Gale. Why the hell did I do. I killed my sons soul and decided that going to someone else would make it better.. But it's working and we've gone to far to stop now.
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Zayum, short chapter..
Sorry guys
