There are tears in my soul
That I wish
Would be exposed
For I can not
Keep it inside anymore
Sometimes I lay awake
At night
With tears
Rolling down my cheeks
Thinking of life
And how it could've
Been better
I have nightmares
Of my family getting hurt
Getting killed
They trap me in my sleep
And when
I wake
My tears
Are exposed
People say
I could have it worse
But I think
I kind of do
I think and wonder
How many people
Would last in my life
Would last being in the
Forever darkness
And have a weight
On their chest
Because they keep
Things inside
For too long
Along with a slight
Emptiness in their heart
But when I think back
Life was simpler
Then it is today
But as I got older
Everything got more
Complex
More angry
And depressing
Thinking of Death
Was like thinking
Of a crush
It still is
But thinking
Of my future
Stops me
At least now it does
A few years ago
Nothing could stop me
From meeting Death
Right now sounds
About good to say hello
But then again
I have siblings
That need me
That need my protection
But no matter
I still cry
The tears of life
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Darkest poems
PoetryWARNING: what you're about to read is my poems that I wrote two years ago remember that as you read. Some are really dark but not all fyi
