I hate me
For hurting you
You tell me it's okay
It was just that one time
But I think back
To when I made
That promise
To myself
"I won't hurt anyone anymore."
I broke that promise
I begged you to forgive me
And you forgave me
But I hated myself
When we were sitting on your couch
My head on your shoulder
Because I hurt you
And I can never forgive myself
For that
And I'm one shitty friend
And you know it
Even if you don't say it
When you read this
For once in my life
I've accepted my new name
For my parents
I'm the back-stabber
The shitty daughter
Who stabs you in the back
They might not say it
To my face
But I know that's my new name
I cry because
I can't stop hurting you
That's why I'm going to
Stop trying
Because me trying isn't working
I can't save you
From me
And I hope
That I can stop
Hating myself
But right now
I don't even know who I am
Anymore
The person that I look at in the mirror
Is a bitch who hurts the people I care about
I hate me for hurting you
YOU ARE READING
Darkest poems
PoesíaWARNING: what you're about to read is my poems that I wrote two years ago remember that as you read. Some are really dark but not all fyi
