I try
To stay calm
To stay happy
But it's difficult
It's hard trying
Not to be the monster
That I fear I am
People look at me
In disbelief
When I say
I'm going to lose it
They tell me
I'm overdoing it
With words
But I think
You don't know what I do
When I'm outraged
You don't know
The damage
That I can do
The images
That I see
On how to take down
My prey
It's scary
I don't want to hurt
Anyone
So I try
And that's all I can do
Is try and stay calm
And happy
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Darkest poems
PoesiaWARNING: what you're about to read is my poems that I wrote two years ago remember that as you read. Some are really dark but not all fyi