I Try

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I try

To stay calm

To stay happy

But it's difficult

It's hard trying

Not to be the monster

That I fear I am

People look at me

In disbelief

When I say

I'm going to lose it

They tell me

I'm overdoing it

With words

But I think

You don't know what I do

When I'm outraged

You don't know

The damage

That I can do

The images

That I see

On how to take down

My prey

It's scary

I don't want to hurt

Anyone

So I try

And that's all I can do

Is try and stay calm

And happy

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