~Kaede POV~
"WHY?!" Takashi yelled. His eyes filled with fear, sadness, but most of all anger...
"Because."
"Because why?!" He demanded.
"I feel numb, but when I cut I feel the pain, and that pain tells me I'm alive. I always feel numb and all I want to feel is freedom." I said looking down. He pinched my chin between his index finger and thumb lifting my head, he pressed his forehead against mine locking our eyes.
"I love you so much Kaede, I don't want you to leave me. You can feel alive when you're with me, if you ever need someone no matter what I am here for you. So promise me you will never cut yourself. You won't need to because I will always be here for you." His eyes looked deep into my soul.
"Promise."I said nodding. He leaned in slowly putting one his knees between both of my legs. He put one hand against the wall beside my head while his other cupped my cheek. I pushed my sleeves down covering my arms. His hand next to my head slipped around my waist pulling me closer to him as he deepened the kiss. He pulled away leaning his head against my mine once again.
"Kaede, go out with me." Takashi smiled.
"O-okay." I nodded. His eyes slightly widen then he smiled.
"Good." He smirked locking our lips together. He licked the bottom of my lip asking for permission. I couldn't help smile slightly barely opening my mouth. He slipped his tongue into my mouth, it was warm as he explored my mouth. Our tongues twisting against each other. I wrapped my arms around his neck deepening the kiss. He moved his hand from my cheek to up my shirt. He lightly played with my nipple as I slightly moaned. He seemed to be pleased with my reaction.
"Let's ditch school today." Takashi said pulling away then grabbing my hand.
"Okay." I nodded grabbing my backpack and followed Takashi to his car. We got in and drove away.
"Where are we going?" I asked him.
"My place, we can play a game or something, I just didn't want to go to school today but I really wanted to see you." Takashi smiled.
"Okay." I smiled. When we arrived at his house, I was amazed at how big it was.
"Come on in." Takashi held the door for me.
"Thank you." I said quickly walking in.
"Don't worry, no one is home." Takashi chuckled. "Follow me." He walked up stairs leading into a hallway. He walked into the first door to the right. "This is my room." He smiled.
"It's lovely." I looked around. I sat my backpack next to his and slipped my shoes and socks off setting them next to my backpack.Takashi did the same thing then sat at the edge of his bed.
"So, what do you want to do?" Takashi asked looking.
"I'm not sure. You wanted to come here, you pick something." I smiled still looking around his room. I heard him stand up, arms wrapped around my waist as he nuzzled my neck. I felt his breath on the back of my neck giving me goosebumps. He licked the side of my ear. A moan slipped out of my mouth and I could feel Takashi smirk once more. My heart pounding hearing his breathing become heavy. He circled around me, keeping his hands around me. He pressed his lips against mine then slipping his tongue into my mouth locking our lips together. He guided me backwards as we took small steps making sure not to break our kiss. I felt myself melt in his arms. I was being slowly pushed down onto the bed. He interlocked both of our hands together placing them on both sides of us. He put one his knees between my legs leading his kisses to my neck earning him some moans.
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Badboy lover and the loner
RomanceKaede is a loner who lives with his drunk abusive father and good for nothing mother. He is bullied by others but when people come into his life, does it help him or is it his undoing??