Badboy lover and the loner

The messages

A/N Hello fellow aliens, hope you like it!

Hello, my name is Kaede, and I am really awkward. You know those people who can’t talk to people without stuttering, well… I’m worse than that. I don’t talk to people at my school, I don’t like looking people in the eyes and tell them how I feel. I’m just that awkward. I only connect with people over text messages, but it’s still hard for me to start a conversation, even over texting, it’s weird.

I guess you could call me the biggest loner known to the universe. I get bullied a lot for it and it sucks but I don’t mind it, I mean I do mind it, but it doesn’t bother me because I’m use to being hurt I guess… I don’t know anymore. I felt my phone vibrate as I laid on my roof next to my window. I loved the wind, and I loved the dark, it was comforting. I took my phone out and I felt myself smiled. It was from him!

I met him over my favorite online video game and I ended up friending him over snapchat because we both liked anime. It was awkward at first… but I don’t know when but I always get excited when I get a message. I’m always looking forward to seeing him name in the notification. “Aroon.” I felt myself saying his name smiling happily. I sat up leaning against the side of the roof.                                                                                                                   

Messages:

Aroon: Hey!

Me: Hi.

Aroon: What’s up??

Me: Nothin, you?

Aroon: Same, just watching Assassination Classroom for like the 600th time.

                                                                                                                   

 I found myself giggling. I really like him, he’s very caring, and nice to me; he gets me, when I met him, I felt as if I wasn’t alone anymore. The only thing is, I don’t know where he lives... I know how weird that sounds but I want to know. I want to know if he’s close to me, I want to meet him, even if I can’t talk to him, even if I might run away like I always do, I need to meet him.

Me: Assassination Classroom will always be my top 3 favorite.   

                                                                                                                                                      

I sent that text then looked up at the stars. “Maybe we’re both looking up at the moon.” I thought to myself smiling.

Aroon: Same here :) Anyways I just wanted to say hi, I need to go to bed. I have school tomorrow.

Me: Ok, and same here.

Aroon: Goodnight!

Me: Night.