Coward

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I scooch my body over to his and snuggle into him. My head resting on his chest and my body against his. I can hear his heart beat *bdump, bdump, bdump* his heart rate is a bit up. He's either shy or embarrassed, awww. I snuggle in with him and he maneuvers his body so we're both snug. Namjoon's arm around my shoulder and my hand on his chest.

"Ready for the movie?" He asks while I reach for my ice cream bowl. I quickly snuggle back into his chest and catch a whiff of his cologne. It smells so good!

"Ready!" I reply with a big smile on my face. I'm so excited! This is gonna be great! I feel comfy and safe with him. I don't know what it is about him but, with Namjoon I always feel safe and comfortable around him. It's just something about his personality and the fact that he's a big bear makes me feel safe and cozy. I bring my knees in and put them to my side while resting against his body.

"Alright, I'm gonna start the movie." He presses play and I instantly regret picking that movie...goddamn it. I thought he wouldn't pick that one! Great, now I gotta watch it.

"The Ring?" I ask with fear slightly mixed in with my low but quiet voice. I don't want to see this movie!

"Yeah, I've been wanting to see this one but haven't had a chance to. Good thing you picked this one out of the pile." He says with a grin on his face and a slight sparkle in his eyes. Oh, I'll bear with it just for him. Just hope I don't cat like such a scardy cat this time. Wait..he said he's been wanting to watch it. Does that mean..

"Namjoon?"

"Hm?" He mumbles while stuffing a spoonful of ice cream into his mouth.

"Do you like horror movies?" Oh please God. Please don't let it be true.

"Mhm!!" He muffles while enthusiastically bobbing his head up and down meaning 'yes' his face is lit up and his eyes have a glimmer in them. Damn it...why??? Why horror!! Why not comedy?? He finishes the bite in his mouth and looks to me.

"Doth you likth horrof?" Lol, his mouth is still a bit filled with ice cream.

"Well...of course!" I respond with an excited and enthusiastic voice. Oh God..this won't be so pleasent. Let's hope I don't pee my pants or embarrass myself.

*Rumble, rumble, Aaah* "Ah fuck!" The damn intro is of someone screaming and that already made me jump. I hear a giggle coming from Namjoon.

"Ha, you're so adorable. I'm surprised that scared you, but let's watch the movie."

Here comes the jump scares and screams...no, not from the movie...from me..acting like a coward.

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*The girl with long black hair pops out of the screen to get her victim*

Holy crap...what's gonna happen, more importantly..why the hell am I shakinf so damn much!! This shit is too much for me to handle.

~Some sceenss later~

*Creepy gross hand pops out and main character is 'trapped' in a grave*

"Aah!" I jump and go to Namjoons side who quickly looks down to me in concern.

"You alright y/n? Is the movie too much for you? Or is it not good?" He says while looking at me with concerned eyes. It's not the movie that's bad..it's my cowardness that's bad..I'm ruining it cause I keep jumping and screaming.

"Y-yeah..I'm fine." My voice is a bit shaky. I hope he can't tell. Namjoon pauses for a moment to look at me and make sure I'm fine. He resumes to the movie.

"Okay." He presses play and a scary face jumps out.

"Aah, oh my God." I jump into his arms and cover my face with the hood. I'm shaking a lot this time and I can't stop it. That was too much...it was definitely too much. I feel Namjoons hand rub my back and the other placed on top of my head.

"I knew you were scared. Why didn't you tell me at the beginning? I could have picked a different movie." I hear his after voice speak inot my ear. He's helping me calm down but the shaking is still happening.

"I didn't want to ruin anything and wanted you to enjoy it. You said you liked horror so I wanted to do something you liked." His chest goes up and he lets out a small laugh.

"You dummy. I can't enjoy a movie if my girl isnt enjoying it. That'd be wrong. I want both  of us to enjoy the movie. Not just me. Plus, I don't care if it's horror or not. There's plenty of other movies thatre better that aren't horror. You don't have to like something because I do." He takes my hands away from the hood and takes a long look at my eyes. It's almy as though we're having a staring contest.

"You don't enjoy the movie so we're gonna change it."

"B-bu-"

"No buts. We're picking a different movie. One that we can both enjoy and one that won't make you go into a frightened state. Okay?"

"Fine." I say poutting my lips in disappointment as to what he just said. He gets up from the couch and takes out the movie from the DVD player. He lurks around the other movie and finds one then puts it in.

"Plus, the movie wasn't even that great. I don't care if I don't finish it. It's too predictable." He says while plopping down on the couch and gesturing for me to go to his side.

I once again cozy up to him and he maneuvers around so we're both comfy and  cozy.

"Now, let's watch this one"

*Click*

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