Disarray

Superstar - Noam Dar (part 5 of 18)

I walk downstairs, where my lovely husband sat with our daughter and son and the little dog.

"Hey, how're you feeling?" He asks with a smile..

"Good. How're the kids?" I question.

"Lily is perfect. Jr., on the other hand, thinks it's okay to try and leave the room so we can't watch him." He states.

"I wonder where the bad boy in him comes from," I tease, picking up our son. He smiles brightly at me. My husband smiles at the sight of the two of us.

"See, you go with Mommy. Leave daddy without a headache." He says. I roll my eyes at him.

"As much as I'd love to watch him...I've gotta cook dinner," I say to him. He groans, then sighs very loudly. Voicing his disdain for having watch the kids.

"I'll cook." He suggests with his brows raised.

"Not well. I'll cook." I say handing him our son. Giving the 3 of them kisses on the heads.

"I love you," He calls out before I walk into the kitchen, and the scenery around me changes.

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"You look tired. How about you watch the kids while I clean." He offers. I smile brightly. Thankful, for the thoughtful, and caring man, I call my husband.

"I guess I could watch Lyndsay and Jr," I tell him with a small shrug as I plop down on the comfy sofa.

"Mommy!" I hear Lyndsay shout from in the dining room. I sigh, but get up.

"Yes, my dear?" I question as I walk to where she is.

"Can you please tell him to stop coloring on my paper! I want it to look pretty. Not like some boy did it!" She complains as she tosses an accusing finger his way.

"Let him color that one. You've got your own papers to color." I suggest, hoping to solve their issue.

"But that's cooler!" She says, getting frustrated with me and her brother.

"Please? Let him color that." I say.

"Fine." She says sighing obnoxiously loud. She gets up, switching seats before grabbing another paper to color. They both sat there content coloring across from one another. Life is great with a crazy supportive husband and 2 awesome kids.

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I wake up drenched in my own sweat. What could those dreams mean? Me having a family, married to both men in the dreams. Their faces, not at all the faces of my 2 problems in Noam and Chad. More than likely they were just people to serve their places. Which was which, though? Both of them were kind and caring and acted nicely. Both men had 2 kids with me. A boy who was a junior of the father. Along with a girl, who's the first name started with an 'L'. I can't spend all day figuring out who was who, and I can't ask Renee without explaining the thing with Noam and I. I guess, I just would not know, but if anything it tells me that I've got a future with whomever I decide to be with. Maybe it means something else. I'm sure that dream symbol sites can help. Except I doubt people regularly look up 'What does being married to the person you're having an affair with and your husband mean?'

I really wish I hadn't gotten myself in this situation.

So, in case it wasn't obvious, and you didn't pick up on the hints...The first part with Lily, Jr. and the dog is Noam. The second one with Lyndsey and Jr. is Chad. I wanted to make it not obvious, but also give off hints. Also, I know the updates are short, sorry.