Disarray

Superstar - Noam Dar (part 10 of 18)

"Where'd ya go?" Noam questions finding me standing outside of the arena.

"Just to ya know, get some fresh air," I reply not looking at him.

"What's the deal?" He questions as he sits me on the bench a few feet away from me. Surprisingly there wasn't anybody out here on this side.

"Nothing. Go, I'm sure you've got more segments to do with Victoria." I state. I knew he knew that's what was the issue, so there isn't any use in lying.

"She doesn't even compare to you. You've got so much more. Sexy, great personality, and I'm pretty sure you're pretty much the best female I know at playing video games." Noam states. I smile. Kissing him lightly on the cheek.

"Cass?" I hear a voice say, and I immediately jump up off the bench. Turning around to where Chad's voice was coming from.

"Chad. What's up?" I say acting normally. Hoping to god he didn't see what just went down.

"I only came to surprise my wonderful Wife, but instead I got to see a little more than I bargained for." He states. Behind him, I see Renee peaking to see whatever was happening out in front of him.

"It isn't what it looks like. At all. We're just good friends." I state. I know for a fact no one on the face of the planet would believe such a bull shit lie.

"I don't know which is worse. The fact that you're married and fooling around with him, or the fact that this sicko know's you're married and still doesn't care." Chad spits.

"Chad...no. Don't please." I beg practically on the verge of tears. Even though I was quite emotionally invested with Noam, it still hurts to give up Chad.

"You're gonna cry? You're the one who got yourself into this mess." He replies.

"It was an accident," I state.

"Bull shit. I want a divorce." He replies before walking away. Great. Exactly what I didn't want to happen just happened. I tried so hard to make sure that Chad was never around if I was near Noam, but one stupid little surprise and here I was on the verge of tears outside of an arena standing behind me the man I was currently in an affair with, standing across from me was my best friend, and walking away from me the man that I love. Sounds like some telenovela. I'd watch, not live it. I look back at Noam who looks shocked. Obviously at a loss for words. I look back at Renee who looks disgusted. Noam opens his arms for me, but instead of gladly taking that hug, I quickly storm off into the building. I rush ever so quickly into the building. Grabbing my bags, and avoiding every person possible. I head to my car putting my junk in it before driving to the hotel. The quicker I got there the quicker I can cry in the privacy of my own room. No doubt, though, I'd be in trouble for leaving this event early, but I can't say anything about it. No matter how much I want to.

I've fucked myself over, and I could've definitely done something to prevent it on multiple occasions....

But

I

didn't