Halfway through book #1, hooray
I watched as the scene played on the screen. Noam was looking pretty sexy in his suit. All classed up, looking into a mirror. When Victoria appears from behind him. He smiles immediately, a smile that I only see when he looks at me. One that he sees from me on occasion.
Lust
Noam says a few words before Victoria takes him, and dips him before placing a long kiss on his lips. She pulls him back up and Noam stands in a dazed state not saying anything. Seeing Alicia's dark lipstick on his upper lip sitting nicely with his stubble. Noam straightens out his blazer staring at nothing in shock before Victoria says;
"Cedric was right, you can't handle a real woman." Before walking away. Storyline or not it boiled my blood. I hate the fact that he got to kiss someone else. I hate that despite her not knowing about whatever Noam and I have. Saying he can't handle a real woman is quite far from the truth. It made me undeniably upset that he gave her the look he gives me.
I wish I could sort out these feelings. It's not fair to Chad nor Noam. Who's feelings did I care about more though? I obviously cared a ton about Chad. Otherwise, I wouldn't have married him, and I wouldn't continue to wear this wedding ring. Noam on the other hand, he had managed to do something to me that I don't know the last time if I've ever even felt that way.
Even though I decided not to worry about it, but I can't help this. If I continue to just put it off then I'm just going to get caught in something that will ruin everything.
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Disarray
Fanfictiona state of disorganization or untidiness. Introducing, Fangirl_Bands. This book will be comprised of all my books that I've started but never quite really got off the ground, and who knows. Maybe one day I'll pick back up, but for now we'll just lea...
