His Obsession

Where It Started

My name is Red Marie Thompson, I'm brown skin, 5'4 with long brown hair that stops at the end of my back. I'm 17, I'm black. I live with my crack head mama Lisa, and I dont know my dad. I heard he was a king pin or something, but he still ain't shit. tbh I just want to get out this house. This is my last year in the hell hold known as Thomas Jefferson High.

But Let me get up and hurry up so I can get to school on time. I walked passed the local store where all the bum niggas be at everyday saying the same ol shit like Dang ma, where you going, baby if you give me a chance you won't have to walk no mo,and my oh so favorite Ma when you gon let me hit. Like nigga if you dont get anyway from me.

But anyway when I walked into the school, it was the same as last year, chip up walls, stank hallways, and the same thots that think they the shit.But it is what it is I guess. I went to my lockers ,and already thots already acting up, trying to fuck somebody man. I mean damn at least wait till the first week out at least. I grab my books, and went on to my first period class. English with Mrs. Giffin or what everybody mama call her Mrs. Deep Throat, she always sucking up somebody daddy, uncle, bother, etc etc you get what I'm trying to say. I walked into class, and she stopped me talking bout Why are you late Mrs. Thompson. And All I said was I just am, now why did this lady want off on me, she just don't know. So I cut her off. BITCH i DON'T KNOW WHO YOU GETTING SMART WITH, BUT i'M NOT THE ONE, TALKING BOUT WHY AM i'M LATE. BITCH YOUR LATE ALL THE DAMN TIME SUCKING OR FUCKING SOMEBODIES DAMN DADDY, HOE FUCK YOU.

I went to the back, and got my phone,put in my headphones and listen to my music, and did whatever work she gave to me, and waked out there when the bell ring. When I walked out the door, I was turning the coner, I was rushing, and the next thing I know I'm on the ground. I looked up and saw the most beautiful man on this earth.

He had grayish-green eyes that had a hint of brown in them.He was so sexy man. l looked down at his gear and I fell in love. This boy knows how to dress. Aha. I looked away from him, and I heard him chuckle, and from some reason that made me smile. He helped me up and said sorry. He was asking me something, but I was to busy thinking about how fine he is to even notice that he was asking me questions. It even get to the point where he was waving his hand in front of my face to make sure I was ok.

When I finally did snap out of my daze he was smirking at me. While I was blushing at him. With his deep voice that made me shiver, he said his name was Blaze, and I thought it was different.

When I was getting ready to tell him my name the school hoe Tasha come up to him and hugged up on him and whispered in his ear. She looked at me and mugged me. I mean why she mad. It not my fault she had more niggas in her then jail.

I just walked off and went to the my next period class. Did my work ate lunch and when the bell rang walked home.

I was walking home when I notice that a black range was following me, so I started to run. When I got almost a block away from my house when I fell someone grab my wrist. I let out a small yelp. I was turned around and was met the eyes of Blaze. He asked me why was I walking all by my self. I said because I don't have a car, and my house isn't that far from here. He starred at me for a min. before placing me on his shoulder, and putting me in his range. He got in the car and started to drive. He asked me where I lived at and I was very on edge about telling someone that I don't know where I live. Plus I was scared about finding my mom strung out ob drugs again.

I gave Blaze directions to my house, and luckily vy the grace of God my mama wasn't around. I thanked Blaze and got out the car. I was walking when I felt someone grabbed my hand.Again I was met with the eyes of Blaze, and he was smiling at me. He asked me for my number, and got his phone out. I got my hand from his grip,and told him if we was to meet again then you will have it. I thanked him and walked inside my house. When I got inside I locked the doors and set the alarm. I went upstairs and was met with the sight of some man on my bed.

When he saw me and sat up and smirked at me. The only thing I could see in his eyes were lust and evil the two thing that I fear. I called for my mother, she came into my room with a pleading look into her eyes. At that moment I knew what she wanted me to do. I yelled her oh Hell no are you our your mind. She said please mama's baby. A name that I haven't heard from her since I was a little girl. When everything was nice and sweet between my mom and I. I looked at her with tears streaming down my face and shook my head no. My mother came up to me, and slapped me, and started to beat on me. She beated on me till she was out of breath. I was in so much pain, it hunted to move. To make matters worse I felt my body being leftt off the floor, and slaming me on the bed making me wince. The mystery man climb on top of me and started to me and touch places that I would only want my husband too. The thought of it made tears come out of my eyes. His heavy voice filled my ears making my ears with horror as he said everything that he woud do to me. I tried to move around to get away from him, but he punched me in my face making my fight more. He called for help and my mother came into the room.She looked at me gently before grab both of my arms pinning me down. I can't believe it my own mother she betrayed me like that. The looked on my faced said it all, the man laughed at me and that made me wanted to die right there and then. My panties where rip, and the feel of cold air hit my skin, causing goosebumps to appear. He parted my legs with his knee, and unbuckle his pants. He reveled hisself and shove himself into me. THe marks that would have made me a virgin are gone. He kept going and going, till he came, but even then he kept pounding into my body till he was happy. He looked me into my eyes, and smirked. I felt broken, used, and cheap. The man threw the rocks at my mom, and she hurried got them. Looking at this man like was God himself, saying thank you over, and over again. He pulled out about two or three stacks and put them on my dresser, and said " Stay tight ma". I ran to the bathroom and took me a shower. I strub and strub into my skin turned red and it burned as the hot water touched it. I cried tears of sadness, and knew from that day, and out I would never be the same.

After my shower I went to bed, and my phone buzzed. I looked at my phone and it said " Goodnight beautiful" - Blaze. I looked at my phone, and smiled, but the thought of us being together are dim, who would want a girl that's run through. I laughed bitterly, and closed my eyes, and went to sleep.Knowing that when I wake up in the morning things will never be the same.