To Broken to Knw Love 》 MINJOON

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I was a little confused as to why Namjoon was dragging down the hallway. I quickly put a halt to my steps and yanked my hand from his. Namjoon turned around looking at me confused.

"What are you doing"

I sighed and started walking away. Before i could get any futher, he grabbed my wrist and turned me towards him. He grabbed my face making me look at him.

"Why are you trying to avoid me?"

I didn't reply. I wasn't ready to trust him yet cause I didn't want to keep getting hurt. But every time I was near him, he made me feel safe. I know that I just met him, but every time he's near me I feel content...loved? No that can't be right. He doesn't love me, so there for I shouldn't get attached.

"Pleaes answer me." He said with a hint of sadness in his voice. I looked at him and broke at the sight of him. I hurting him. I can't do that to him.

"Because I keep having this feeling every time your around." I said slowly backing away from him." I'm not really sure what it is, but I'm not ready for it." As so as I said that, I walked away, heading home.

I walked inside my house and was greeted with silence just like every day. I sighed and walked to my room. Throwing my back pack into a corner, I grab clothes and head to the bathroom to take a shower. When I got into the shower, I couldn't stop thinking about Namjoon. They way he looked at me, the hurt in his face, was enough for me to break. I didn't think that I'd ever see him without a smile on his face.

Maybe we could be friends.

I sighed before turning of the water and getting out of the shower. After I dried my hair, I put on my boxers and a loose t-shirt and laid on my bed. I tried to go to sleep, but with Namjoon invading my head, it was hard to. About 25 minutes passed after I made a decision that could possibly be the worst or the best decision I could ever make.

Tomorrow is the day that I decided that Namjoon and I could be friends.