Heartbeat

CHAPTER 9:

Lyn's POV:

                  I know what I have been doing is wrong, but I can't help myself from falling for Blake. Yesterday, when he proposed me his eyes are filled with love and his words melted my heart that's why I replied him with a kiss.
When my wet lips met his lips, I became a hungry bird and started kissing him with hunger. As I expected there are no butterflies in my stomach and no fireworks.

Two many romantic movies huh?

After ending our make-out session, Blake observed me for about ten seconds and I thought that he finds out the truth.
But thank god, he didn't find out.

I can say that he didn't love me at all,
his heart, his soul, his eyes even his breathe wants June.

Yeah, he didn't love me, he loves June more than himself.

If he finds out the truth about me and June then he will leave me all alone and will go after June. I didn't want that, I want Blake and his love for me only not for June. I will do anything for him to fall for me, and I will never ever reveal the truth about me and June.

Don't call me Jealous OK? It's called love.

I don't know what happened between June and Blake, there is something they are hiding from us. I don't want that fucking information about them, I only want June to shut her mouth and help me to make Blake fall for me. She will definitely help me because she didn't like Blake at all.

I just called Blake a few minutes back and asked him to drop me at June's home. I decided to ask June about not telling Blake about me and her. It was very difficult to hide someones identifies so I thought that after making Blake fall for me, I will tell him the entire story.

He will definitely understand me, right? I'm doing this for him.

         Blake's car horn brings me back to the present, I waved at him with a smile and he waved back.
"Hey," I said to Blake while opening the car door.
"Hi" He replied and started the car.

Blake didn't utter a word from the start, he seems thinking deeply about something.
"Blake?" I called him but there was no response. 
"Hey!" I shouted a little loud at him which makes him realize I was talking to him.
"Yeah?" He replied
"Is there anything that's bothering you?" I asked him and he debated himself whether to ask me or not.
"Ju, Why are you calling me Blake? You have given me a nickname, right? Why don't you call me with that nickname?" His question bought sweat to my face. I don't even know about what he was talking about.
"Hmm, Well, I prefer Blake more than that stupid nickname," I informed him but he was not satisfied with my answer.
"okay? What about your scar on your neck? It can't  disappear right?" Again his question put me in dilemma.
"Oh that, I took surgery and cover it up." I stammered and Blake raised his eyebrow at me by stopping his car in front of June's house.

"We are here Blake," I informed him and walked out of the car without wasting any time.
"Bye," I said with a smile.
"OK, I'm ly...." Blake stopped in mid-sentence and started towards my back in shock.

I turned my face where he was watching, there stood my favorite uncle Mr. Joshua, June's father.
"Uncle!!" I shouted and ran towards him with open arms and hugged him.
"Hey, Baby doll" He replied and hugged me tightly.
"Who is he?" He asked and looked at Blake so intensely.
"He is my boyfriend," I replied shyly.
"That's great." He smiled Sweetly at me.

                I said goodbye to Blake but he didn't move his car from its previous position. He was looking at Mr. Joshua in an undefined expression and Same goes with June's dad. I rolled my eyes at them and walked into the house.
    
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Blake's POV:

                      When I kissed her I can't feel anything, there was no love, no passion, nothing. But there was something in my mind yelled at me to stop. There is something wrong about Ju but I can't exactly figure out what. She was not the same Ju I have known 12 years ago.
My Ju always fights with me and teases me for every second.
She didn't even call me with the nickname she has given me.

She totally changed,
you fucker everyone changes.

      My uneven thoughts drifted to Lyn. Yesterday, she looks damn hot in that dress. Even with  Ju beside me my eyes only focused on Lyn through the mirror but Lyn didn't notice me. Whenever I was close to Ju, Lyn eyes glittering with hate.

She doesn't want me to be with Ju?

Whenever Lyn fights with me, she looks like my childhood Ju. Her laugh, her words everything resembles my Ju.
If Lyn is near me, my heart yells at me to hold her tight and kiss her hard.

I can't hurt Ju, She is the only girl I want.
Stupid hormones.

I don't know what's happening to me? I waited all these years for Ju but when she was in front of me, I didn't feel anything towards her.

      When I asked her about the scar, her face became pale and stammered a lot.

I know she is hiding something from me?

"We are here," Ju said and walked out off the car immediately.
"Bye," she said with a smile.
"OK, I'm le, "I stopped mid-sentence and stared at June's father in shock.

" What was he doing here?"

Ju rotated her body facing her father.

"Uncle!" Ju shouted at her father and ran towards him with open arms.

Wait, uncle?

"Hey, Baby doll" He replied and hugged her tight.
"Who is he?" He asked Ju and she looked at me with a blush on her face.
"He is my boyfriend." She replied shyly.
"That's great" He smiled at her and we stared each other for long enough time.

Now I can't even believe my own ears, My mind refused to handle the truth while my heart is partying inside for the good news.

Yesterday, When Lyn sorry June was in my car she got a call from her father, she asked whether he is coming or not??
Now everything makes sense to my poor mind. Her scar, nickname, allergenic to chicken everything makes sense.

I know from the start she is hiding something, but I never expected this is what she was hiding.

How can you play with my feelings June?