My Crazy Family (Book 1)

Chapter 25

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               Cole's P. O. V

The next morning I woke up from a restless sleep, with a splitting headache and sore muscles, and the feeling of all of this being my fault, no matter how many times they told me it wasn't, I still felt like it was, because I let Alex come with me instead of making her stay home or letting Dean bring her. "I'm so sorry Alex" I said quietly, gently grabbing her hand, in attempt not to wake her up "Cole it's not your fault" a voice said from across the room "I can't help but to think it is, I let her come with me, if I would've stood my ground and told her no we wouldn't be here right now" I said looking over to where the voice came from "I let you all down, I promised I wouldn't leave her side or let her get hurt, and I did both!! I should be the one laying in that bed in pain, not Alex!! I can't lose her, she's the only one I have left" I continued, standing up, looking Dean in the face, now with tears in my eyes. "Cole, calm down, it's not your fault, I had all the right in the world to tell her she couldn't go, but I didn't! So stop trying to take the blame!!!!!!" Dean said, clearly trying not to raise his voice "But-" I started "No buts, this is all on me" Dean cut me off.

                 Dean's P. O. V

"I gotta go" Cole said looking at his phone "OK, go ahead and head home after you get your stuff, thanks to Cas we'll be there shortly after you" I told him in attempt to help keep his mind off of this being on him "OK" he said before walking out of the room.

                     Time Skip

About twenty minutes later Alex woke up, "Dad?!" She asked in a panicked tone "Yes?" I asked staying as calm as possible "I can't feel anything" .......