.Come back to me.

.It's a circle,I mean cycle.

Taylor POV

It's the first day on tour with a band that I love this is weird.Supper weird!

"Hey"Carley said I shivered when I heard that..."Oh hey..."I say looking at the floor."Hey come over."She said pulling my arm,where are we going?Then I saw the stage it was so big we both got on it and started to dance."Wait I don't have any clothes to wear?!?"I stopped dancing when I said that "Don't worry you can wear mine then we can go shopping okay!"she said with a smile that reached ear to ear.

"Nice moves" Me and Carley stopped dancing to see how had said that and it was Jamie.We both got our skateboards and skated away."Hey little red!"I heard a voice I stopped skating to look who it was and vic was right there smirking."Hey blonde!"I snap back at him he puts his hand over his chest "Your beanie."He says lifting up my black beanie,where did he get that?"Thanks blondie."I say while walking towards and taking it.

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"We are going to party!"Jamie said while running back and forth."Wait what about them"Tony said pointing to carley and me."What doesn't make you so sure that we don't want to party?Hmm"I say while getting up from the couch they just looked at me like I just ran a marathon."I guess y'all can go!"Tony said while walking away.After Carley and I got ready we sat on the couch waiting for the guys to get ready god they take longer then us."Hey girls hurry up we're are gonna be late!"Carley yelled so the guys could hear....

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"This is so cool!"I yelled over the music so Carley could hear then I felt some one push me but I just ignored it then I felt some one push me again so I turned around to see my sister.What the hell why is she here? "Hey sis how are you likening it?"She asked me grabbing my wrist "Likening what?"I asked pulling away from her grip."You know fucking vic!"She tells me I could feel a tear drop on my cheek "Your a slut you know that!"She tells me in my ear "Well your a whore sleeping with every guy you meet!"I said my voice getting louder.Then I felt a sting on my cheek she just punched me,then I slapped her.Then we started fighting "Taylor where are you?"I heard a voice far away I could feel some one grab me before I could punch her "LET ME G-GO"I say choking on my words My whole body was in pain.Then my vision got blurry I felt someone shacking me back and forth "Please d-don't hurt m-me please d-don't"I said choking on every word.

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I opened my eyes to see the celling I looked around to see people sleeping where am I?'Your a slut a fucking bitch,Slut,Bitch.'Those words keep repeating in my head I had the urge to cut I needed to cut.I got out of the bunk and got my blade then went into the bathroom.I cut up all my wrist then waited for them to stop bleeding before I knew it I was sobbing my shirt was wet.'knock knock'I heard "Are you okay in there?"I heard a sleepy voice "Yeah i-i'm fine."I said holding the tears back.I'm a mistake I shouldn't be here I should be dead I should have died in that car crash.I don't belong here.Nobody wants me here I should just die I got my blade and slid it across my throat all I remember is hearing a loud bang then I blacked out.