Tri-Mance

40.Wish

Erzaleigh's POV

We continued walking while he keeps on talking. I just listened and keep my mouth shut.

"Then our History professor keeps on showing us fast videos. We don't understand anything at all."he said and sighed. "Then after that fucking video he just gave us a test. Magic"he added and sounded sarcastic.

I didn't laugh nor nodded and just listened.

"You okay Claw? You look pale. I'm not used to it. I prefer to see those angry,sarcastic or happy eyes than that." and he finally noticed.

I sighed and gave him a fake smile.

"I'm fine,Laxir. It's just that I want to sleep"and cry. Damn it! Why am I even lying to him?

He sighed as well and pull my head to him closer and kissed my forehead.

I'm crying deep inside,how I wish that I didn't fall to Lax that doesn't give the answer to my simple question.

How I wish that I fall to Alucard instead. He's ready to give me his everything. Unlike Lax,he keeps on moving that I don't even know if it's real.

I never read his eyes.

"I don't know what's on your mind right now,Claw. But please,if that hurts you so damn much,at least show to me that you are hurt. Don't act strong. Don't hesitate to tell me what's going on"he said.

A tear dropped from my eye and I just slowly push him away and walk.

You're the reason Laxir,why am I being like this.

I went to the bench and cried there. I'm too young to fall in love but I'm too young to cry just because of a guy as well.

A guy sat beside me and gave me his handkerchief.

I slowly look to him and it's Alucard that is smiling to me innocently.

I cried harder,I'm crying because he's always there but I can't see him.

"No matter how late I am,I'm still ready to fight my feelings for you,Erzaleigh. Take this"and he gave me his handkerchief again.

I didn't accept it instead wipe my face with my hand.

He took my hand and face me to him. He slowly wipe my tears off using his handkerchief.

"Why are you doing this Alucard?"I asked him.

"Yeah right,why am I even doing this"he said and chuckled. After wiping my tears off he talk again. "Maybe because I can't bear to see my princess crying"

I cried again. Damn Alucard! I wish it's just you.

"Please,stop this"I tried to speak.

"No matter how hard I tried to stop it,I just can't. I love you Erzaleigh. I just love you."he said with those sad eyes. "Don't worry,I'm not asking for you to love me back. I just want you to let me love you"as he said those words,he hugged me tight. I can't help it but too hug him too.

I need someone's embrace. And that someone happend to be him.

My tears started to fall once again.

"I wish it's just you"I whispered.

"I'm wishing as well,my princess"I know that he's sad as well.

I feel sorry for him. It's not my intention to hurt such good man.

Good heavens,please don't break Alucard's heart. He deserves to be happy.

"You deserve someone who will make you happy,Alucard"I said to him.