Always? Always.

Chapter : 8 Confesstion

I wake up the next morning alone in Gus's bed. I walk into the kitchen with his father in there. I ask him where Gus is.

"Hes at the hospital. He was having really bad pains in his shoulder and liver."

"Okay. Thank you. Do you by chance think that you could drive me there?"

"Well of course i can!"

Were in the car on the way to the hospital and in praying that hes okay

We finally get to Augusts hotel room and i see him on the hotel bed. Hes asleep so i lay next to him. I feel his heart beating by my ear. I start crying.

Gus wakes up and looks at me crying and asks whats wrong.

"I hate seeing you not okay."

"Trust me im going to be just fine, Taya , i wouldnt be here without you."

We go on a walk the next day and Gus starts to cry.

"Babe, ehats wrong!?"

"Im not okay"

"What do u mean?" i say worried

We sit down on a park bench.

Gus says," You know how i have been having liver and shoulder pains right?"

"Yess....."

"Well they tested me for cancer again and i lit up like a Christmas Tree...."

"So... You have cancer again!"

"Yes.. And i only have about 1-2 more months before i go."

Im starting to cry into his shoulder. I cant imagine life without him. I looked up at his wet fave from tge tears.

He tells me," I will always love you no matter ehat happens whether im here or not. Always?"

"Always!", i say.

Still staring into eachothers eyes i kiss him. Softly. He kissed back then he pulls away and says ," Will this change anything in our relashinship?"

"Of couse not!!"