I walk home holding Gus's hand. I get a text message from, guess who? Connor!
I read it and it says :
Heyyy Taya im really sorry about what happend and that i havent seen you. Could you meet me at the park in 30 minutes? Plz get back with me! Bye
I text him back and say : ill be there i promise. I need to tell you something tho when we meet up
-- With Connor --
"Hey Connor!"
"Omg hi! You look amazing!!"
We talk about how lifes been and since we were walking around he grabs my hand. The bad thing is that i didnt pull away. I liked it.
"Uhh... Listen Connor, i need to tell you something."
"Ya anything!"
"Well you know how im dating Gus. And he just got diagnosed with cancer again! And he doesnt have but 1-2 months before he goes!"
* I start crying hard *
"Dont worry im always here for you!
--1.5 months later!--
Im at the hospital with August. Im really nervous. I walk in the room and talk to the nurse. Heres how it turns out...
"So how long?"
"Maybe 10 minutes before it takes over"
I walk over to Gus listening to the heart moniter beeping hoping it doesnt go flat. I kiss him for one last time and he kissed back.
I pull away and say " i thought you were asleep!"
"I needed to say goodbye to my lovely girlfriend!"
Im crying super hard now and kiss him again. He kisses back one last time and then the line goes flat right after i whisper in his ear," im pregonant." i lay in bed with Gus one last time before the funeral.
"I LOVE YOU AUGUST WATERS!!" Wishing he could here me

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RomanceA love story about a girl with AML ( Luchkimia ) hope u enjoy