Ok so most of you are wondering why I was going to leave Wattpad...
And ill tell you.
If no one knows by now. I don't like when people talk about killing them self or self harm or any of that.
And I was private messaging someone ( no I'm not going to say her name ) and she was telling me that she was upset and wanted to jump off her roof
And I was telling her that she did have purpose and everything
And we started arguing. She was cussing at me. I was cussing at her.
She then said that she was done talking to me.
Until i finally said that I cared about her and that that's all that should matter is that I try to make her happy
This is the part where I got mad.
She said that I never made her happy... Or never tried
I was about to lose my mind at this point and I told her straight up
How are you gonna say I didn't make you happy? When I was the only person to respond to your messages. That never judged anything she did. And i made her smile and laugh. How is that not making her happy?
I was mad as fuck.. Because I didn't want her to do anything to herself.
I don't think she knew what to say because she knew I was telling the truth...
Then... She tells me that.. I made her cry..
I've never made a girl cry before out of pain.
I felt so useless. Just knowing in my head that I made a little girl cry. I couldn't think straight. Because i yelled and cussed at her
But... I was just trying to help..<\3
And I'm pretty sure she's probably going to read this so I just want her to know that I'm sorry. I was only trying to help you. I got carried away. And I shouldn't have cussed at you...
