Cold - Yoonmin

Part 13: Acceptance

"I already said don't be sorry." Jimin said letting out a soft chuckle which just pained Yoongi's heart more.

"This i-is all my fault..." Yoongi said finally letting tears fall.

Jimin kept his hug with the elder but moved so he could see his face.

"What's your fault hyung?" Jimin asked in a soft voice rubbing circles on Yoongi's back in attempt to comfort him.

"Everything... everything that's happened is my gay arse's fault." Yoongi said in frustration pulling away from Jimin not feeling worthy of being comforted by him.

Jimin was completely confused but he still understood one thing, Yoongi was placing all the blame over something on his sexuality which he made pretty clear.

"Hyung there's nothing wrong with being gay." Jimin said taking a step forward to try and hug Yoongi again who just stepped backwards crying more until he hit a wall and slid down it.

Jimin's heart broke at the sight because his hyung who he admired and fell for was a mess in front of him and he wasn't being allowed to do anything to help.

"If I wasn't gay none of this would have happened." Yoongi said through his tears weakly

"Talk to me hyung." Jimin said in a soft voice crouching in front of Yoongi with concern plastered on his face trying not to cry agian.

"Th-they bullied you because of me..." Yoongi said adding "You should hate me."

"I could never hate you hyung and it's not your fault its my own-"

"It's because I said you were cute." Jimin tilted his head in confusion at what Yoongi had said.

"My fucking ex girlfriend made them go after you because she thought that the reason I broke up with her was for you even though it was the first time that I saw you that I said that. She went out of her way to destroy both of out lives but I never knew that you were affected too until you woke me up on the roof. I thought for a second that maybe it wasn't because of that but then I remembered who that bitch was. S-she made them go after you as her and her family went after me. You got so much bullying which created so much self doubt because of something I said. It's my fault." Yoongi said crying more.

Jimin on the other hand no longer wanted to cry because he found the reason his delicate hyung was crying for as cute.

"Jeez hyung you think I care what that stupid foot ball team said, I don't like my self because I look like my dad." Jimin said in a very animated voice with what he said being half true and half a lie.

"I know it hurt you Jimin-ah there's no point in lying-"

"Can you please stop catching me in my lies and take comfort in the fact that I don't blame you and i'm trying to take your blame from you." Jimin said with a smile on his face, warmed that his hyung cared so much.

"Plus you never made them say it unlike that ex of yours, if I was mad at anyone it'd be her not you." Jimin added before wiping Yoongi's tears.

"Also hyung, there isn't anything wrong with being gay. Sphagetti's straight until you get it wet." Jimin said with his infamous eye smile which made Yoongi laugh lightly.

"Jimin-ah do you even know what you saying?" Yoongi said with a weak smile.

"Facts. Everything I've said is facts." Jimin said sticking his tongue out wiping what remained of his tears.

"So... you don't hate me?" Yoongi said looking at Jimin with the cutest most desperate eyes he'd ever seen.

"Why would I hate you? For having emotions? You know I prefer knowing you have emotions rather than that cold persona your known for even though I don't think I've ever seen it in person." Jimin said before realising he didn't answer the question adding "I don't hate you hyung, I could never."

Jimin watched as all the guilt left Yoongi's face, his sorrow filled expression filled with relief.

"I've been so scared for years that you did." Yoongi admitted which made Jimin hug him whispering "Scaredy cat."

Yoongi melted into Jimin's embrace neither of them mentioning the fact the Yoongi admitted to being gay or finding Jimin cute.

Jimin only had one thought now, holding no resent towards Yoongi.

'How to win Min Yoongi's heart?'