I miss you | Jensoo

Chapter 9

OST: Love is not over- BTS

Jennie's P.O.V

The sight of her in a hospital bed. Just laying there. My eyes start to fill up with tears.

I know she's ok now but it still gets me scared. What if she dies because of loss of blood? Or a heart attack?

"I'll give you some space ok?"

"ok"

Lisa leaves the room. I'm alone with her. I pull up a chair towards her bed.

"Why did you do it? If I knew you did this I would've kept you close instead of leaving on your own. I could've helped you, but I didn't. I let my feelings for you change the way I did things towards you." I started to burst into tears.

I felt a hand caressed my head. It was Jisoo.

"Y-Your awake."

"Yeah"

"How much did you hear?"

"Everything"

There was a long period of silence. I had so many questions. So many things to tell her.

"Why did you do it?" I finally ask her.

"This wasn't my first time doing this Jennie."

My eyes start tearing up. I didn't like this. The thought of people you love wanting to die.

"I tried many things. Overdose, cutting, falling."

"WHY?! Why would you do it? There are people who love you. Who worry about you, that care about you."

"I know its stupid of me to do shit like this but it's hard to accept the fact that my parents are gone."

"Your parents have been gone for nearly a year now instead of doing this you should search for justice."

She thought about it for a while. She looked up then looked at me.

"If I start looking for justice would you help me? Help me change? Help me become a better person?"

"Of course. Just please don't do anything like this. I don't want to lose you. You mean a lot to me."

"Ok, I'll try. Now come up here I feel lonely." She said giving me a pout.

I climb up on the bed and lay next to her.

"I haven't seen this side of you in forever."

"I know."

"I'm glad I'm back."

A/N: Now things will get brighter in this story because during the times I was writing the past chapters I was having some hard times and decided to write them out instead of doing things. Know that suicide isn't the answer.