𝗹𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗮𝗻 , 𝖻𝗍𝗌 𝟪𝗍𝗁 𝗆𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋 ☑ (wattys 2018&2019)

✧ Hurt ~request ✧

It was July 7, 2018 when you got the call that would change your life forever.

"Lan..."

"Mom? What's wrong?"

"Your brother...he..."

"What about him?"

"He...killed himself."

Those 3 words will haunt you forever. You kept this to yourself, waiting until promotions for FAKE LOVE were over. The only people who knew of his death (besides your family and yourself) were management. You wanted to tell the boys but you didn't want to put more stress on to them.

- skip to dance practice

(Hoseok) "Lan you step with Jungkook not against!"

(Hoseok) "Lani step back not forward!"

(Hoseok) "You're supposed to be behind Jimin not in front of him!"

The whole time during dance practice Hoseok shouted at you for the littlest things, but you knew he was stressed, you all were.

(Hoseok) "We're done for today."

Everyone cheered and got their stuff together. You were slowly putting your stuff back into your bag when you felt someone wrap their arms around you.

(Yoongi) "He's just stressed princess. Give him a few hours, he'll realize how harsh he was."

(Lan) "I know oppa."

(Yoongi) "Have you been alright? You seem down."

(Lan) "I'm alright oppa. There's nothing to worry about."

(Yoongi) "Okay...well we better hurry, Jin hyung is making ramen for dinner."

(Lan) "Sweet!"

- skip to dinner

(Hoseok) "Lani how come you've been messing up? You should know how to do this routine by now."

(Lan) "I've just been under stress-"

(Namjoon) "We all have but do you see us messing up? No."

(Jin) "Namjoon!"

(Lan) "It's fine oppa. I know that I'm a screw up."

(Namjoon) "I didn't mean it like that-"

(Lan) "Just drop it."

- skip to tomorrow at dance practice

Today at dance practice was just like yesterday, Hoseok shouting at you with the others (besides Jin and Yoongi) mumbling under their breaths about how you've been messing up more and it's causing them to mess up.

(Lan) "Jin oppa?"

(Jin) "Yeah Lan?"

(Lan) "Can I go back to the dorm? I'm not feeling well.."

(Jin) "Sure. Yoongi go with her so she gets home safe."

(Yoongi) "Of course. Come on Lan."

Yoongi packed up both of your guys stuff then grabbed your hand and walked out of the dance room.

(Yoongi) "When we get back I'll make you some food alright?"

(Lan) "Thank you oppa."

- skip to at the dorm after the others get home

You and Yoongi were laying down on your bed when you felt him shake you,

(Yoongi) "Hey Lan?"

(Lan) "Hm?"

(Yoongi) "I'm gonna go out to get some take out for the others."

(Lan) "Are they going with you?"

(Yoongi) "Probably."

(Lan) "Okay, be careful."

He kissed your forehead before getting up and heading out of your room. You got up yourself and walked over to the bathroom connected to your room. You decided to brush your hair since it's been up in a pony tail for 5 days. After you were finished you looked at yourself in the mirror, you saw a girl who was broken.

You started to cry. You dropped to your knees and held your head in your hands as you violently sobbed into your hands.

You got up off the floor and out of rage you punched the mirror. You didn't know that Yoongi and the others haven't left yet.

(Yoongi) "Lani!"

You felt him wrap his hand around yours.

(Yoongi) "Jin she's bleeding!"

(Jin) "I'm coming!"

Yoongi sat you down on the toilet while he sat down on the edge of the bath tub. Jin came rushing in with a first aid kit.

He quickly flung it open while grabbing some towels and began to assess your bleeding hand.

(Jungkook) "Noona...why'd you punch the mirror?"

(Hoseok) "What happened?"

(Namjoon) "Are you okay Lan?"

You cried harder.

(Lan) "My brother...he..."

Yoongi started to rub your back soothingly.

(Yoongi) "It's alright Lani..you can tel us after Jin hyung is finished bandaging you."

- skip to after he's done

(Jin) "So what happened?"

(Taehyung) "Is your brother alright?"

(Lan) "He...killed himself."

(Yoongi) "When did you find out?"

(Lan) "Like...5 days ago."

(Jimin) "Why didn't you tell us sooner noona?"

(Lan) "We've all been so stressed with the promotions...I didn't want to add on to that."

(Jin) "Lani never do that again. We don't care if we're stressed, if something like that happens you should tell us."

(Hoseok) "I'm so sorry..."

(Lan) "Don't be...please..."

(Yoongi) "When is his funeral?"

(Lan) "The 17th of this month."

(Yoongi) "I'm coming with you."

(Lan) "Oppa-"

(Yoongi) "It's not up for debate Lan, I'm coming with you."

(Lan) "Okay..."

(Hoseok) "Does management know?"

(Lan) "They do."

(Jimin) "I wish you would have told us sooner..."

(Lan) "I'm sorry..."

(Taehyung) "Don't be noona!"

(Jungkook) "We understand why you didn't."

(Jin) "All that matters is that we know now."

(Lan) "I love you guys."

(All) "We love you too."

~

I hope you aren't too sad!
Also even though this book is only half way through the 200 part limit Nicole and I are already thinking about how to end this at part 200. When part 200 comes prepare your tissues!!