𝗹𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗮𝗻 , 𝖻𝗍𝗌 𝟪𝗍𝗁 𝗆𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋 ☑ (wattys 2018&2019)

lans letter to jonghyun

dear jonghyun oppa,

i miss you. i miss your hugs, i miss your laugh, i miss your smile. i miss the times we would stay up all night talking about anything and everything.

my brother recently committed suicide. he was found in his home, hanging from the ceiling fan.

i wrote a song about you. it's called how to save a life.

i wish you would have reached out to me. i would have stayed up all night with you, just so you wouldn't do anything. i would have came to your hotel room and stayed with you.

but, there is nothing i can do now. you're gone and never coming back.

one day, i'll join you. i'll join you and we can sing together, like we used to.

i love you oppa. please take care of my brother.

- lan

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only 48 chapters till the last chapter :)