Be bad for me. [Seijuro Akashi.]

Chapter twenty three

May have extremely depressing feels ahead; sorry to the people who are sensitive and ye. Happy reading~

MIMI'S POINT OF VIEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW pew pew pew

Jumping off, suiciding. Is this what life is?, what is this what is life? Maybe if I jump, my heart would rest, and the pain would ease, maybe my feelings for Akashi would disappear. How long have I actually loved him?

**Flashback**

"Akashi-kun, I challenge you to a one on one basketball game." I foolishly demanded, I don't remember why I did it. Maybe I wanted his attention. Hm.

He agreed, he played so elegantly, so gracefully his movement were in sync with the ball, they were connected like as if they share a soul. He obviously won.

"You're improving Ayumi. Just work on your dribbling, maybe in a faster pace so your opponent can't steal quite that easily." Akashi's voice rang my ears, I started to play with my hair and nodded at him.

He took his shirt off, revealing his beautiful formed abs, making him even hotter sweat balls running down his body. Sighing in defeat, I blushed like a madman. He was hot.

But then from then he never showed any attention to me, am I worthless? Am I nothing? Why can't he realize that, I'm a human, I have feelings like him, I have a beating heart, working lungs, flowing blood, and a mind. Why can't he realize that fact that I love him. Maybe hiding my feelings would help, so I started to hate him, but why. Hating someone you love is such a hard thing to do. I Ayumi Sazuki hate Akashi Seijuro. Hate is so strong.

Well I guess it time to let go. Maybe letting go would free me from this hate? Maybe I would feel better and at ease? Hm.

**End of Flashback.**

MIMI'S POV E N D

"God dammit, Ayumi!" Akashi yelled, looking down at the falling brunette. He ran towards Ikumi and prayed to the God's that she would be okay.

Ikumi was resting Ayumi on her lap, "Sei-chan. Her breathing is fast, she's out of breath easily. Her pulse is much slower than an average. Her heat rate is also dropping as we speak." Ikumi explained, luckily Ikumi jumped her position to catch Ayumi right before she fell. *sighs in relief*

"I understand, I'll take of her, please call the ambulance." Akashi quickly have directions and weakly smiled.

After a few minutes, the ambulance arrived and put Ayumi onto a stretcher. "I'll give her mother a call, Ikumi please accompany her." Akashi quickly directed before disappearing into the buildings. "Hello, Sazuki's mother, your daughter Ayumi has tried to fall off the school rooftop. She will be arriving into your hospital very soon, please get well soon ma'am." Akashi greeted, explained and hung up.

Then he called his butler to escort him into the hospital, running into her room, he violently swung the door open causing a loud thud on the wall. He hastily ran toward Ayumi and violently shook her, her eyes hung low so was her head. "Gosh. Ayumi can you not be such a fucking burden?!" Akashi screamed out of frustration, as his eyes started to water.

"Do you not realize that so many people are waiting for you to wake up?" He asked with a trembling voice filled with fear. Rolling his eyes and collecting his cool, he heaved a sigh. "I should've told her, that I loved her. If I did it then, this right now would never happen."

"Sei-chan." Ikumi muttered. "Please, at least give me a chance. You know my parents are expecting extremely high standards from me. Our company is economically lowering." She explained. "Hm. Ikumi. Love isn't supposed to be abused this way, love is a strong bond that intruders can never break. Since I win, I will be right, since I'm right, I have been obligated the power to cancel this marriage. I feel highly uncomfortable with you around me, so please stop trying to seduce me. It isn't working, I only kiss you for my own enjoyment, I only compliment you to tell other girls that I'm already taken by someone so beautiful, a rock that stands out from all the diamonds. But it, sadly, isn't you." Akashi explained, glancing over to Ayumi, who was the rock among the diamonds.

"Love isn't a thing you can just throw around, Seijuro. And I understand, but I have loved you and my feelings are real, that day when we were both young, do you remember? When your mother passed away, that fateful day. You ran away crying with a basketball in your hand, and rubbing your tears with the other. You started to bounce that ball, that orange ball. I watched you from afar, do you still remember? You telling me to leave, and never show yourself to me ever again? Telling me that I'm ugly and fat? Telling me that I'm dumb and you only like girls that have a dignity?" Ikumi laughed, "Yeah, I still remember Seijuro. Do you?" Ikumi muttered. She smiled, a gentle smile. "But I'm ready, to forgive you for all the wrongs you did. So I hope one day, Maybe tomorrow, maybe next year maybe ten years later. We can meet up, and be friends again." She smiled at Akashi who seemed dumb founded, "Bye, Seijuro." Ikumi whispered. "I still love you..Akashi Seijuro."

"I will be back."

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CHAPTER COMPLETE.

Im hungry.. I want to go eat now XD. Okie baiiiii~

*unedited*