Be bad for me. [Seijuro Akashi.]

Chapter twenty four

Ayumi's POV

Gently stretching my arms and legs, and peeling my eyes open, I see the sun. I arched my back as my body ached in nothing but pain, a sense of overwhelming pain. I started to cry for help, my cries were so soft, wrapping my hands together and bringing them to my face, there I cried. "Fuck this all." Was all I managed to mutter. I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me, but it hurts knowing you love someone and they don't love you back.

Observing my surroundings for a little while, I realized I was in hospital. I blocked the sun that kept hitting my face even on a cold winters day the sun still manages to shine. Groaning, I decided to stop crying, and be my own knight in shining armor. A cool breeze entered my room, as I turned my head to who was there.

Suddenly my drunken dad walked into the room, I glared at him. "Sazuki." His cracked voice was heard. I directed my attention to him. It's been a while since I've seen that face, Its been a while the last time I woke up actually. Dad was looking me with this sorry ass look he gave to me when mum was diagnosed with cancer.

"I'm sorry, mum is dead." My eyes widened. I tried to stand up. As my feet made contact with the floor, I shivered, it was cold. "Mum." I spoke. "Mum!" I shouted. "Mother! Mum!" My screams soon turned into more cries, as I choked onto my tears, my dad walked up to me. Expecting him to stomp on me, and abuse me again, but he wrapped his arms around me, providing me some warmth, providing me some love that I yearn for.

Wiping my uncontrollable tears down my cheeks, I crawled to the door. Mumbling the room number to myself, Slowly crawling to the associated room, assisting myself with the white coated handrail. My legs are so strained, it hurts quite a lot. Pushing the door open with my last drop of strength, I fell onto the marble floor, wishing that my mum was there to rush to me and help me up, I looked up, and no one was in the room.

The window was open though. I curled into a ball and started to cry, sobbing, weeping, dying inside. Crawling my way over to the window, I looked down, the cars were busy as usual, driving to their destined places. My hands laced around the window as I pulled one leg out of the room. The cold tingling air kissed my skin, no actually it was the middle of winter and I was wearing a damn hospital dress, so it stabbed my skin.

"Ayumi what the hell do you think you're doing?" A familiar voice interrupted my second time of trying to suicide. "Suiciding." I casually replied as if it wasn't anything. "Come here, now." Akashi demanded, I rolled my eyes, and continued to do what I was doing; which was suicding. "Ayumi, I know you love me." Akashi said.

"Don't act like such a cock Akashi."

"Ayumi.." He muttered as he wrapped his God given arms around me, I breathed in his scent and closed my eyes. Then jerked away. He looked at me with an priceless expression, "Stop Akashi. Please stop." I replied, "you don't need to force yourself onto me if you don't love me. Love isn't supposed to be used like this." I replied defensively, using my sleeve to rub my tears away. Smiling at him, I walked off. Of course my legs burnt as hell.

"Young lady, please!" A nurse cried out, I simply ignored her and continued to walk. "Sazuki!" Akashi's voice yelled, I could tell that he was worried, but like I give a damn or not. Suddenly I feel warmth surround me once again, but this time that red haired bastard is holding me bridal style. "Get the hell back to your goddamned hospital bed." He muttered, before dropping me on the bed.

I looked at him and scowled. "I hate you, bastard." I murmured under my breath before scoffing at him. "Well, I love you too Ayumi." He replied, before pulling a chair and leaning it towards my bed. With those words said, even though they weren't sincere, I fell deeper into the big, evil hole of love. His voice made me feel weak.

"The basketball team is missing you, Ayumi.'' Akashi said, with a gentle voice. "I'm not even an official member," I shortly replied, cutting him off. I could feel blood rush to my damp cheeks.

"Hm, well remember when you came to the basketball court with that crazy friend of yours? And how you wanted to be basketball manager? And how I stabbed her, and denied her request?" Akashi asked, his voice seemed like as if he missed those moments.

"That's how we met, right?" I asked him.

He smiled and nodded, me obviously being me, thoughtlessly I intertwined my fingers with him. "I remember when I first had this butterfly feeling when I met you." I admitted, "You were training like a beast as usual, and then I suddenly barged into the gym without a warning. You for the first time made eye contact with me, as soon as our eyes met, my heart skipped a few beats. As cheesy as it sounds, that's how I started loving you, I guess."

"Ayumi, what are you doing?" Akashi asked, looking at my hand still intertwined with his. Finally realizing what I've been doing, I quickly separated out hands. "It's not like I wanted t-to or an-anything like th-at!" I screamed, covering my embarrassed face.

"It's okay, I like it." He replied, giving me a faint smile. I felt hot, I liked this feeling. This feeling of always being around Akashi. Maybe it was safe to say that he did return my feelings, even slightly.

"You know, you remind me of my mother." He finally decided to start a topic of his own. I looked at him, and ruffled his hair, expecting him to grab is scissors and stab my damned intestines out, he hugged me.

"Akashi.." I muttered, "She use to do it. She use to ruffle my hair too, just like that.." He admitted, I felt so sorry for him, I wanted to tell him that I love him, but it wasn't appropriate, so I managed to choke out a few words.

"Don't worry, I feel what you have felt."

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AND THERE IS HOW YOU END A CHAPTER :).

Well its like 11:00pm where I live and I'm not tired, but I'm hungry. So like :/ err.. I don't want to watch Exo showtime because they usually just eat in the series ToT, so I'm probably going to update my other stories.

Speaking of other stories, if you guys haven't seen my new story, 'Shingeki no Facebook.' Please do check it out! Where the Shingeki fanss?

OMFG GROWL IS THE SONG RIGHT NOW (ON MY PLAYLIST), SO BRB WHILE I FANGIRL FOR A LIL WHILE.