Beneath the lies - Min Yoongi

Chapter 6

Now that they weren't in Japan anymore, Yoongi was constantly worried you'd find out about his secret. It had been easy to hide in Japan, BTS was known over there but not everybody knew about them. It was a different story in Korea... they had a lot of commercials and appearances all over the country, Yoongi was actually surprised you hadn't noticed anything until now. 4 months had passed and the rapper was feeling like he would never be able to tell you the truth. He was too scared of losing you, his feelings for you had blossomed, growing steadily. But the guilt was nagging at his conscience and his heart broke a little more each time he had to lie to keep his secret.

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Flashback 5 weeks ago

Airplanegirl <3 : - I swear I am going crazy because of you...

me(Yoongi) : - Why??? ; ) Can't get me and my lips out of your mind?

Airplanegirl <3 : - In your dreams...

me(Yoongi) : - Don't worry, you're already in there ;)

Airplanegirl <3 : - You. Perv. :o What I meant to tell you is that I saw a commercial on TV and I swear I saw you in there hahaha We spend too much time together, I'm starting to hallucinate hahaha

Yoongi gulped harshly at that, his heart aching. How am I ever supposed to tell you the truth? You keep pushing me further into my lie... He tried to avoid the subject as much as he could, but it was getting harder with time.

me(Yoongi) : - Any plans for tonight beautiful? ;)

He typed slowly on his phone, eager to see you again but at the same time scared to see your beautiful face, reminding him that he was constantly lying to you.

"Yahhh. Hyung, get off your phone, we have practice," Jimin scolded Yoongi. The rapper just shrugged his shoulders, ignoring the younger's words, staying put in place, waiting for your answer.

"Still talking with that girl from Tokyo?" Namjoon asked, leaning over the blue-haired man to get a view of his phone screen.

"Yup."

Hoseok heard that and ruffled Yoongi's hair playfully while grinning widely. "Yoongi-shi are you maybe in love?"

"Yahh pabo leave me alone," Yoongi scoffed, ushering Hoseok away.

"He didn't deny it!" Hoseok exclaimed happily, jumping around while clapping his hands.

"Did you tell her? About, you know-" Namjoon asked seriously, not paying attention to the commotion happening behind them.

Yoongi shook his head unhappily. "No. Not yet. I want to. But I haven't found the right moment yet," he sighed and Namjoon looked at his friend with a worried expression.

"You should tell her as soon as possible. It's a miracle she hasn't found out yet. I mean have you seen Seoul? There are posters and screens with us on them everywhere. She either never leaves her house or she's blind. It's already bad enough that you're still lying but imagine her finding it out by someone else. She wouldn't want to talk to you ever again."

"You think I don't know that?!" Yoongi spat, his voice colder than intended, making the leader back off in surprise.

"Woah. Calm down. We're just trying to help you."

"Yeah, sorry." Yoongi's shoulders dropped and he rubbed his forehead tiredly, "I didn't mean to yell. It's just a sensitive subject..." Namjoon nodded, rubbing his hyung's shoulders in a soothing manner. "Come on. We have to practice."