I love you till the day I die// fillie

The Project

After school I got a phone call from someone unknown. I picked up the phone and said "hello? Who is this?" "It's Finn I was wondering when you wanted to work on our project" "oh yeah you can come over now if you want" I told him "oh um ar-are you sure?" He said nervously. "Is the bad boy of the school getting nervous to come to my house" I laughed "No whatever give me your address" he said nervously "21 Hawkins Avenue" "Alright I'll be there in 10" he told me.

In 10 mins Finn pulled up to my house in a red lambo I was a little embarrassed because he seemed to have a lot of money, and when you look at my house you can tell I don't. He walked up to the door as I opened it and said "Hello can I come in?" I told him yes as we walked in and he looked around at my tiny house I started to blush as I realized what he was probably thinking.

We walked to my kitchen and I was still red he turned around to look at me, and giggled and whispered in my ear "Am I the "bad boy" making you nervous" and with that I shivered and said "shut up shit bird we have to start this project" "okay.. but what the fuck is a shit bird?" I laughed "According to the Urban Dictionary its a completely useless individual who is unaware of his/her own complete  uselessness" And with that he just shook his head and walked to my kitchen table as we started the project.

After about an hour I asked him if he wanted anything to eat. He told me he wanted some chips so I went to the cabinet, and poured them into a bowl. He asked if I wanted some, and again I turned red cause I hated when people talked to me or asked me about food and I said, "Um no thank you I had lunch at school today and now I'm not hungry" Then his eyebrow went up and he turned red too he looked scared I don't know why "Millie I saw you at lunch today and you weren't eating" He said very seriously. "I um um well I ate before you got here" I said at almost a whisper. Then he grabbed my hand and looked me in the eyes for like 20 seconds and my eyes started to tear. And with that I realized that I was crying and I told him he should probably leave now. He looked me up and down while smiling and  giving me soft eyes and whispered bye. There was nothing else to say nothing happened I was fine and there was certainly nothing wrong with me so what was the need for pity. I just needed to be alone so I walked him to the car and watched him drive away fastly while glancing at me.

After he left I went to my room and looked at myself in the mirror there was leaking mascara all over the bottom of my eyes. I felt so ashamed I cried in front of the stupid bad boy and why did I even cry? Nothing happened I'm healthy I just needed to lose a little weight and now he thinks I'm crazy. That night I went to sleep with thoughts in my head and tears in my eyes.

Anyways guys that is the end of this chapter sorry for taking so long to upload a chapter lol.... if you couldn't guess Millie has an eating disorder