Y/N's POV
I was walking to the bathroom as it is 11:00 and nobody is out of bed.
I was going to the bathroom to cut,of course.
But then a thought popped into my head
Why not end it all
Of course,nobody wants me or needs me around so why not!
I have a pathetic crush on Remus and that is no reason to live,he would never like me back.
I was walking to the bathroom when I heard a creek,I looked back nothing
I got to the bathroom and got my blade out,I ran it soothingly over my s/c skin
Remus,s POV
I was doing my daily rounds when I saw my crush, y/n out and walking to he bathroom,I made a decision to follow her but I accidentally made a noise,she looked back but I wasn't caught.
Y/N,s POV
I was about to go over a vein when I Heard a tiny Voice say my name,I knew it was Remus already so I turned around and put my bloody arm behind my back,forgetting the razor was in my other hand.
"What's that you have there?,"Remus asked even though he knew what it was
"Nothing,"You blurt out quickly(you put your arm behind you back and put the razor in the other hand)he knew something was wrong.
"Show me your arm,"he said sternly
You put out your clean arm
"No the other one,"
You hesitated and he said it again,"the other one now!"
You put out your bloody arm
A sob escaped yours and his body's and he pulled you into a hug,a tight one of that.
Soon later he washed all the blood off to see how deep and how many cuts there were-new and old-he gasped
He hates me now you thought but instead of leaving or yelling he asked,"why?"
"Because my family is horrid!I am only a marauder because of my stupid twin Sirius!You all pity me because I am a loner!And I love you but you don't even like me as a friend"you blurted out
"Your right I don't like you as a friend"your heart stopped,"I like you as more than that"you heart leaped
Before you could do anything he placed a soft kiss on your lips.
"Now let's go find Sirius and james(brw in this story you hate Peter) and tell them what you did,there is no way out of this so don't even try!"
