Miss Jackson✔

Chapter 12: It must be mine

*Claire's P.O.V*

Leaving him was one of the hardest things to do. I find it amazing how I had only just met him and now I cant picture my life without him. When I walked in that room and saw him hooked up to everything it felt like the world had disappeared. Seeing him in pain brings more pain to me then anything ever did.
After driving slower then when we rushed to the hospital, we arrived back at the institution. I have to say being outside felt fucking great once you wipe all the tears away. LA is even more amazing then when I left the world.
Tom didnt bother to handcuff me but he still held a grip on my arm and led me inside. Sarha was waiting by the front desk and when she saw us she came over.
"Claire, how is he," she asks. "He's lucky nothing major the critical condition statement was bullshit," I say.
"Thats great, Tom how was she," she says. "I'd have to say, she was very well behaved and calm," Tom says earning a smile and nod from Sarah. Yeha because the love of my life couldve died.
"Amazing, Tom go ahead and bring her to her room we'll skip the testing today and tomorrow. We would have to wait for Brendon anyways," Sarah says before walking off.
Tom leads me to my room and leaves. I notice that Brendon left his guitar here so I pick it up and sit on the bed. I never learned how to play the guitar but Brendon did teach me one time. I'm not sure what chords I strummed but I made some sort of music.
We've already finished the album so we cant really add any new songs. Oh yeah the songs well we worled hard on the music. When he left I sent him back with some lyrics or stories for him to work with. The songs on the album including the ones he made are: Victorious, Don't threaten me with a good time, Hallelujah, LA Devotee, Crazy=Genius, Emperors new clothes, Death of a Bachelor,The good, the bad, and the dirty, Golden days, House of memories, and impossible year.
"The moment you arrived," I start singing coming up with some chords. (I know Dying in LA is from PFTW but you'll see why I'm putting this in here)
I look over to the watch Brendon had left here and see it is now 6:45. I put the guitar down and go to the cafeteria. I dont usually eat down here, I eat with Brendon but I dont want to be alone.
A lot of other patients in here havent seen me since Brendon got here so I took them by surprise when I showed up. I go in the line to see what there having, spaghetti. Well at least I'm being fed. I get a plate and go to a table far in the back away from everyone. That was until some guy came over and sat with me.
"Can I help you," I ask putting my fork down and looking at the guy. I havent seen him before maybe he's new. He has brown hair with brown eyes.
"Hi your Claire Jackson right," he asks. I nod in response confused of what this is all about.
"Well I'm Grayson. I heard. Brendon Urie is your doctor thats awesome. I'm a big fan of his music," he says getting excited. Ok this is not normal why the hell is he here.
"Um ok stop, why the hell are you here and talking to me," I snap. He stops smiling then smirks and sits down.
"Well, I got put in here last week. I'm not afraid to say what I did but looking back in not proud of it. I killed my girlfriend and her and my parents. I'm Schizophrenia and I have borderline personality disorder. I'm just really messed up," he says. Wow that's something.
"What about you Miss Jackson tell me about yourself," he says leaning on his elbows. I throw away my food in the trash can beside the table and turn my attention to him again.
"Well you may of heard, I suduced guys into bringing me somewhere private so I could kill them. Nothing made me do it, I just did it with no regret but now I would do anything to go back and stop myself. I'm not crazy even if there is a little voice in my head saying I am. In just a little nasty," I smirk.
"Just like in Miss Jackson. I have a feeling we can get along just fine," he smirks.
"Yeah well don't get any ideas because Miss Jackson is more then Nasty and will not hesitate. Plus, I'm taken," I say. Am I though. Brendon never asked me but I know he would get in trouble. I mean we are in love, maybe we're dating but neither of us know.
"Such a shame, I'm just kidding I dont fucking care. Now I guess I should tell you my last name right yeah. Grayson Levi at your service," he does a mini bow at the end.
"Well buddy Claire Jackson but you already knew that, but I'm not so friendly. Now if you would excuse me ive been out here longer then I wanted to be so I'll see you tomorrow. Oh and when Brendon gets back, you should join us," I say getting up about to walk to the door.
"I would love that. It was an honor to meet you Miss Jackson, considering you were all over the news," he says standing up as well.
"Well I must of been horrible in the best way possible to end up there," I smile sarcastically.
"Goodnight Miss Jackson, catch ya around," he says before leaving.
I walk back to my room and check the time, 8:20. Holy shit I was in there for almost 2 hours, damn. Well at least I made some what of a friend, even though I'm every thing but friendly. Maybe this will all work out fine, maybe it won't. We'll just have to wait and see.

Yay new chapter. Yeha keeping this short and simple. Read on to find out what happens next.

~Katelyn