In the closet (MJ fanfiction) ON HOLD

Chapter 12 - Lies, Lies.. Truth?

〰One week later〰

How come suddenly everything have turned out so difficult? Why is he marrying Lisa? Why, am I pregnant and also without a boyfriend?

I am stupid. The sex, was one huge mistake.. Maybe not the first times, but now.. If I had known It made me develope feelings for him, i never would have done it. But, who would know that? It is a risk kind of.

I can't tell him what I feel now. We are just friends, and so, we will be forever. Nothing more .. Ever. What if he already knows i have feelings for him, since i practically ran out of the situation a week ago.
Michael did call me right after, but I ignored it, and I've pretended to not be home.

Luckily for me, I didn't have to go to college. I got my paper on the mail, because I called in saying I was sick. I got very good on the paper and it made me happy..
But now, I'm just back to being sad. Maybe I should talk go someone, like Carrie. I am not mad at her, she did the right thing I guess. Cause I would have kept it a secret for Mike and Tom.

Suddenly i hear a knock on my door. I sigh. It is time to face reality. Though i am not sure who it can be. No one has called or texted me. I walk to the door and open.
- "Oh hey" I smile weakly. It is Michael.
- " I haven't known what to do, you wont answer any of my calls, And I had to see you, I am sorry i didn't tell you about me and Lisa" he looks at me worried, and sad.
I let him in. -" Yeah well, I just haven't felt so good"

Michael's POV

I am just really happy she actually answered the door. It's been a week without talking to her. - "But why didn't you tell me, have you been engagde a long time or?" She Asks, confused.
- " I don't know, I, we have not really told anyone because it just recently happened"
She walks over to sit on the couch. I take a seat beside her.

"But, you could have told me, I am your bestfriend" she looks me deeply in my eyes.
"I know you are Hales, and I'm sorry... But was that the reason you ran out so fast?"
I can see she is thinking cause she looks down. "Yes, sorry I was just really shocked" she looks at me again and gives me a little smile.
"And I am really happy for you guys" She gives me a tight hug, for some reason it was tighter than any other. Like she didn't want to let go. And I don't want to either. I don't want to marry Lisa. She practically begged me to marry her. And I just said yes. I'm so stupid. I still don't know my exact feelings towards Hales, but I'd rather work them out than marry Lisa.

Haley's POV

STUPID. STUPID. STUPID! It is my fault. He thinks everything is ok now. I should've told him. But everytime I want to I think "what if he has no feelings for me.." And I don't want to go through something like that embarressment if he says he doesn't. But, I have to take this chance.
I let go of him. - "Michael, I have to tell you something..."

Author's note
Haley, you have to tell him this now!!! Omg, I hope she does!:D
We will see in the next part! X

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