Chapter 12: hatred

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It's been a few days since that happened with bambam you both had Been hanging together more often now. It had become a schedule. You loved how close you two were with each other. But you did miss one person that you rarely saw. Jungkook...you don't know what happened but Everytime you ask if any of bangtan wants to hangout they all say their busy.

"Did u do something wrong?" You tell yourself.

"I miss them" you say.

" hey bambi what will we do today?" You ask
" honestly I don't know yet. But you will be satisfied with it...since your now officially my girlfriend." Bambam says as he picks you up and starts kissing your soft lips.

Oh yeah and he asked you to be his girlfriend a few days ago and you guys decided to try it out. You loved him and he loved you.
You guys hadn't gotten to that part of the relationship where you have sex every day and night. But you had gotten close to it. It had always been close. Never going anywhere further. But you loved teasing him.

Until today bambam wanted to make love to you. He wanted to claim you as his.
He didnt want any other man to touch you cuz you were his.

After the dinner you too had you felt in the mood to do something scandalous. So you brought out ure Black see through lingerie that you had at bambams apartment. You put it on and put you hair down. Put on some red lipstick. And a silk robe. You were ready to be his. To have sex with him.

You cane out of the bathroom and called bambam that was in the kitchen washing dishes.

He was drying off his hands as he saw you by the bathrooms passage way with a silk robe on. He wanted you he couldn't resist. Not anymore. So he went up to you and snatched the robe off you he picked you up bridal style and brought you to his bed. He pinned you down on the bed and ripped the lingerie off of you as well. He was grabbing your breast and squeezing them.

You moaned.

He smirked at that.

Giving you more kisses all over your body mostly on your sensitive part.

He was hard. You felt it. He actually wanted you. And you wanted him.

So you unbuckled his pants quickly taking them off along with his underwear and his shirt. He felt that you wanted it. So he teased you a bit with rubbing it on your part.

You moaned once again. He made you feel good.

Then he couldn't do it anymore so he went inside of you. He was inside of you and it felt so good. He really love the moans you were making. He was thrusting so hard that every second there was a moan. He liked that you liked it. He wanted you and now he had you.

One last time you moaned really loud and you both came. At the same time.

After getting tired for the 3rd time in a row you both just Laid there on the bed. Thinking about all the things he had just done to you.

You loved him. And he loved you.

In bangtan apartment
"Jungkook...are you alright?" Taehyung asked.
"I'm fine...just ...go away." Jungkook said while running into his room and covering himself with his blanket.

He had been acting differently. Since he saw you and bambam kiss. He was heart broken he wasn't cheerful as much anymore.
He got drunk more often. And he was acting like a rude heartless asshole. All because of the kiss he saw between you and bambam. He didn't want you. Not anymore. He hated you. He used to want you to choose him instead of bambam. But now he doesn't care so. His heart had been ruined by you, you took it into your hands And ripped it apart and it hurt. It still did. But he didn't care. Because he in the inside he still loved you even if you chose bambam. But he still had that hatred over you. And so did all of bangtan. For hurting their Kookie's heart.

Their concert was coming up in two months. You were the one who had to go back stage with them. But they didn't want to see you at all.

Later~~~

"Hey babe?" Yoongi says.

"Yeah?"

"I'm worried about Jungkook he doesn't act like this." Yoongi says.

" well the girl he loved betrayed him for another man so he's heartbroken" he said.

"Yeah..." yoongi said.

Then Jimin came out of the shower,only a towel covering up his hips down.

"Why are you so hot...?????" Yoongi says as he jumps at jimin and kisses his lips.
"Oh come one baby I just took a shower and you want to go for another round?" Jimin says. As he picks yoongi up and pins him onto the bed.

"But honestly,did you feel the same way when you found out that she kissed bambam." Yoongi asked.

"Yeah but then...we started to get closer and I realized that it was just a stupid crush but for Jungkook he actually loved her. So it hurt him more." Jimin said

"Yeah..." yoongi added.

Jimin wrapped his arms around yoongi as he got up.

"I love you now more then ever" JImin told him and he meant it.

In jungkooks room

"Why...why did you choose him. I could have made you so happy. I could have loved you. But then I've been hurt by you and my heart has been broken by you. So I won't stop until you feel the same way. But I don't know if I can handle you feeling that way. Because I know deep inside that I still love you but I don't want you anymore. I don't want those feelings anymore. I don't want you anywhere close to me. But I can't handle you not being here me not being able to taste your soft lips.

TBC.....

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