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Chapter14:you dont mean it

"What do you mean! You were the one pretending to be busy! You didn't want to hang out with me! I didn't know why!" You said

"Well guess what...Now you do know." He says as he tries to walk away but you hug him from behind. He stopped. "Jungkook...i love you....Im sorry" you say.

"You DONT mean it like I mean it so please don't even say those words to me. You don't really love me if you gave up our friend ship for him..." he says as he walked away he didn't care if you were attached to him he just needed to leave he didn't want to explode even more and beat the crap outta bambam because as much as he hated it you loved him...and he loved you so he didn't want to ruin that relationship. He gave up. He still wanted to be friends. But he still loved you.

He stopped.

You were still hugging him. Wondering why didn't he shove you away. He turned his body around and hugged you. He hugged you back. Your tears fell down to your cheeks. His tears did too.

"I love you Y/N but I'm sorry you have a boyfriend and I'm miserable without you so what about just hanging out? As friends? And maybe possibly becoming more.." he says smiling a little tears all over his face.
"Was I just friend zoned" you say and both of your laugh. The first laugh you both shared since everything.
"I love you Jungkook...don't forget that" you say and you give Jungkook a kiss on the cheek.

"I love you too..don't YOU ever forget that" Jungkook said giving you a kiss on your forehead. "Don't ever give up and just go and ....cut come to me. I'll give you anything you need. Anything...doesn't matter what it is. Because I'll give up everything to make you happy...or even more to make you mine. But i won't give up on you." Jungkook said trying so hard not to kiss you on your soft lips.
"Fuck." He said. You were confused. "What's wrong?"
You said

" nothing I just really want to kiss you but I can't..." he said while grabbing your hand and walking away with you. " where are you taking me?" You said but not stopping Jungkook just holding his hand harder.

"Bangtan they miss you and so did I and also I need someone to rant to other then my annoying Hyungs."

At bangtan apartment
"Jungkookie h- and Y/N oh my god...oh my god...I Missed you so much!" Jin said as he opened the door and ran up to you and hugged you.

"I missed you so so so So much Jin.."you said and then he pinched your cheeks. "How could you hurt our Kookie like that!" He said with a serious face. "I didn't know what I had done until earlier today. I'm sorry Jin,sorry bangtan, but most importantly I'm so so sorry Jungkookie. Can you guys ever forgive me?" You said.

"Already done!" Taehyung said.

You smiled. Then spot jimin and suga cuddling on the couch.

"AHHHH OML YOONMIN OMGGG OMGGG AHHHHH JIMIN OPPA AND YOONGI OPPA OMLLL YEESSSAHHHHHH" you said fangirling.

Everyone laughed.

You hung out with bangtan for most of the afternoon suga told you how Yoonmin happened and the boys also told you about everything that had been happening in their lives. But Jungkook didn't say anything. You wondered why. But then got distracted by the simplest things like Namjoon and Jin looking at each other intensely and then there's you trying not to fangirl you missed these boys. Everyone of them.You missed their faces and their weirdness.

You loved them.

After hanging out with bangtan Jungkook walked you out but you didn't let him leave you. You took him to your apartment. You wanted to talk with him. So u dragged him to your apartment

"Why are we going in here?" He said

" Umm cuz I live here" you say laughing.

"Ok.." he said laughing as well.

You two get into your apartment and you bring Jungkook to your bedroom. You sit down on one side. You tell him to sit down on the other side.

"Talk to me" you say.

"A-bout what?" He says

"About you,what did you do while I wasn't here? Seems like the boys didn't want to tell me and you didn't either. What did you do?" You say concerned putting a hand on Jungkooks thigh.

"I tried to get over you..." he said. "I-did that by having-one night stands with girls I didn't even like. I got drunk more often and you know I hate drinking. I was just so hurt and I also didn't want to see you but I also needed you." He said while putting his head on your shoulder.

"I'm sorry I hurt you I am really sorry." You said

" I know you are and that's why I'm here right now because that's why I didn't leave because I knew you were actually sorry" he said lifting his head up from your shoulder and looking at you in your eyes.

"I missed you Y/N" he said
"I missed you too" you said now looking at Jungkooks eyes.

He went for it. He kissed you. You were alarmed at first. But then for some odd reason you didn't stop him you just kissed him back. It was like all your problems went away all the stress,depression and even bambam went away when you kissed him. He was your light. And you were the darkness. You missed the feeling of his soft lips. You missed him. You wanted to devour him but. You couldn't because you had already had a boyfriend. It was bambam. And you loved him. At least that's what you think. But when you kissed bambam it didn't feel like how you kissed Jungkook there was no magic in the air there was no breathtaking feels there was just a kiss and it was just a kiss. You loved him he told you that. But did you really??

Someone knocked at the door

You and Jungkook made out for the first time in a long time. But you felt guilty. You had a boyfriend. So you pushed him away. He said that he was sorry and that he didn't know what came over him. You said it was ok.

You went to open the door. As if you weren't already feeling guilty. It was bambam. He was there his hair was messed up. And he had a red mark on his. Neck. Purple paint all over his mouth.

TBC....

Fuck what did bambam do? Also do u really love him? Why would you kiss Jungkook back. Who knows. We'll find out next time in DRAGON BALL Z—I mean Undecided LOVE