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Chapter 7:ready?

You and Jungkook had been getting along pretty well for the last few weeks. You've gotten to know each other more and more and the same was with bambam.
One evening hanging in Bangtans Dorm Suga brings you aside and tells you
"Hey Y/N I know you are a really good person to all of bangtan but like I trust you and all but if you ever EVER hurt our Jungkookie we won't hesitate to do something about it" He said firmly

"You'll beat me up!?!?!" You said scared  
"OH no no no we aren't gonna beat you but we will no longer be friends and hangout becuz as you know we treat Kookie like our little brother so don't hurt him please we really like hanging out with you and we see you as the person that is right for kook,also jimin kinda has a crush on you" he said

"HUH!?! Jimin Oppa has a crush on me!?!!" You say kinda loud

Jimin heard and ran over to the corner you guys were at.

"HEY Suga Hyung! W-what are you doing with Y/N here" he said while nervously stroking his hair back.

"Hey Jimin Oppa we weren't talking bout anything important" you said
That kinda hurt Jimin but he knew it was just cuz you were caught in an awkward situation.

"Oh my god....You CALLED ME OPPA!" Jimin screamed as he realized

All the members got up and came to you,jimin,& Suga

"I thought I was ure only Oppa" Jungkook said

"-_- and I thought you said you weren't my Oppa" you said

"Well in boy in luv I did...." Jungkook said as he scratched the back of his neck.
all the members laugh
"I wonder what would happen if I did this..." you say
You kiss Jungkook on the cheek
"Hey...what was that for THAT WAS THE FIRST KISS IVE GOTTEN SINCE WEEKS" he said
"Welp ima kiss jimine on the cheek now too so it's not a romantic thing it's a friend thing Hyung" you say teasingly

After Jungkook chasing you after ever kiss you give a member you ended up kissing all the members on the cheek you just had always done that with your best friends.

As always Jungkook walks you out but this time he didn't leave he followed you into you apartment while hugging you by you waist. You felt wanted for once.

You guys find each other kissing and becoming almost completely bare.

Jungkook had been waiting for this moment all those weeks he wanted to do things to you he stopped himself from doing things to you becuz he couldn't resist you he was scared that you might hurt him. He felt like you were his drug and he was addicted. He couldn't stop himself from doing things to you at that moment him groping you. He felt that you were tense so he forced his mind and himself to stop he didn't want to lose you just like he had lost her.
"Jungkook I'm sorry I can't do this..." you say
"I understand Y/N you don't want me as more of a friend you don't want to be with me I get it ,it was better you told me now before I did things to you" He said sadly

"No Jungkook it's not that...the thing is I'm afraid you would hurt me like...like Jonah did but I've never told anyone about this and you probably don't want to hear about it either..."you say
Jungkooks eyes saddened
"If your ready to tell it  I'm ready to hear" Jungkook said
"Well" you tears were coming
He sat close to you hugging you by your waist.

"Last year I had my first boyfriend. And I was also in my 2nd year of college I was really stressed and I was also in a relationship with Jonah we were fine with each other we loved each other but he started sneaking around and the best friend I had at that time was also really secretive with me,we used to be able to tell each other everything. Me and my best friend lived together she was my roommate one day I walked home from class to..to um-to find them having sex on my couch both of them I didn't know what to do I just -just left I hated them hated them and I still do. Do to all the stress and recent heartbreak I had it made me depressed that I just told myself why do I even deserve to live it got so bad that-I started to cut." You had started to cry as you shared that part of your story,Jungkook holding you tighter as you did.
"My mom found out and screamed at me,I had quit college and never spoke to Jonah or Momo again..." you said

"Thank you for listening...Jungkook"you said with a sniffle
"No thank you for telling me and if you ever get the urge to...t-to cut please just come talk to me or something but don't-dont" Jungkook began to cry you felt his tears on ure bare shoulder. "Don't ever do it again Y/N I don't know what I would do if I lost you if you were gone I-I....I love you ok! I know your not ready and also feel things for bambam but...just know that my feelings will never leave never." He said crying then kissing you on the top of your head.
"Jungkookie?" You say
"Yeah" He reply's
"You can tell the others if you'd like I don't want to keep this from them I love them as much as I love you they are my my older brothers so tell them when you get the chance because I don't think I can with out crying in front of them...sorry Jungkook I'm a mess"you say

"Your not a mess you are perfect even with your imperfections" he said and kissed you again at your cheek.

The next day

"Hey bambam...I don't want to lie to you so I'm gonna tell you that something almost happened between me and Jungkook" you say

"W-what! I thought we were going great so don't leave me for Jungkook" he says

"We're not together but no like I said something ALMOST happened between us but nothing more than some kissing and ...things happened he didn't get inside of me OK BAMBI" you say

"Bambi?" He said

"Yeah don't you think it's cute? I like it I'll call you my little Bambi Hyung" you say

"You pet named me after a deer -_- but ok...if you like it" He says

Bambam has taken you to his apartment for dinner. Once you got there bambam hugged the back of you. You hugged his arms. You loved his touch ,his touch made your skin feel like it was burning. You and bambam still hadn't kissed once yet. It seemed like bambam was restraining himself. Instead of making dinner with bambam. He picked you up bridal style and laid you on the couch in front of him. There was a slight moment of just staring but he jumped into the kiss and that surprised you. You kissed him back. Bambam couldn't hold himself back anymore. He couldn't he tried so hard to. But the thought of Jungkook almost having you made his mind shut off and go in. He had slowly taken off your shirt and then your skirt unbuckling his belt then...Your phone rang. But you didn't care becuz you and bambam were in the moment of almost having sex. Your phone rang again and you heard Siri say "call from Jungkookie Oppa"
You emediatly. Stopped because yo knew something was wrong if Jungkook called you because you guys only text. And he once told you "if I call you there is something wrong.."

You stopped with bambam and picked it up. You were out of breath.
Bambam grabbed your waist as you tried to answer,and kissed you down your neck slowly.

"Hey Jungkookie what's wrong!!!!" You say urgently

"y/n Jungkook has gotten into a car crash...we're in the hospital...h-hurry he's unconscious...please Y/N hurry! He needs you..."you hear Taehyung say over the phone he was crying you had never heard him cry.

TBC....