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Chapter19:fuck....

How the fuck did I get a girl so sexy as Y/N.i love her so fucking much. I will never hurt her again. I love her. But does she love me? Because she had sex with bambam but she didn't even know if she really loved him? Does she really love me? I hope so. If not then-I'll have to let her go....

I love him so much. But I don't understand my feelings. Do I really love him. Or do I not. If I don't o can't fake it. Jungkook deserves a girl to love him. But I don't know. I do really love him.

You were in pain after those unrealistic 5 rounds of sex u and Jungkook had. The pain had gone away after a few days and Jungkook wanted to take you and bangtan out to the pool. Of course they had a private pool at the bangtan warehouse(in irl they don't have a warehouse)

JUNGKOOK wanted to take you there for a while now. But you were either with bambam or mad at him or he was depressed. But now he has you. This chance was given to him. So he took it.
But he was scared that the other members will react weird if they saw u in a bathing suit.

"Hey jungkookie" You say to him as you see him think hard.
"Huh yeah?" He said shaken up.

" what u thinking so hard about?" You said sitting on jungkooks lap.

"Oof" He said

"Did I get jungkookie flustered? Awee!" You say as you squeeze his cheeks.

"Pffftt no but you did get me hard." He said.

"...pfffttttt" You say as you kiss him.

"Now tell me what you were thinking about?" You said

"I just wanted to know if you wanted to go to the pool?"

"YES!-wait also can we invite GOT7...PWEEASE" you say excitedly then pouting while saying pwease.

"Ok...babe you know I can't say no to your pouting.

"And you know I can't say no to yours either" you say as you laugh and kiss Jungkook again.

"Why...are you so perfect" He says to you.

"Because your here"

A while later....

"Kookie only bambam,Mark and yugeom can come." You said.

"Aww well babe maybe next time they can all come." He said as he back hugged you.

"Ughh what should I wear" you say to him whose helping you pick out a bathing suit.

" hon just wear anything you look beautiful in anything as do I" he said.

"Ha yes you do Jin. Yes you do" you said while u patted Jin on the head.

You finally picked out what to wear. You put on a red crop top. Some light blue denim booty shorts. And you sandals. You put your hair in a bun.

Later~~~

"wow Y/N You look sexy did you do that for me baby?how'd you know my  favorite color was red?" He said as he rapped his arm around you.

"Wait yugyeom i thought your favorite color was pink" mark said.

You all laughed

You and Jungkook agreed not to tell anyone other then bangtan about your relationship since...your ex was there. And you guys also didn't want paparazzi to bring it out to the whole world.

So that meant jungkook couldn't do anything but glare at Yugyeom.

You felt bad. That Jungkook had to see that. But you weren't gonna let Yugyeom stay like that.