Crown

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Another step down

Another step closer

Closer to the water

Where I'll drown

In Hell I'll see

My beautiful crown


My crown of spikes

So snugly it fits

Digging in my flesh

With all its might

My crown of blood, of

Tears unshed

Nobody ever saw how

Internally I bled


My crown of sorrow

Of bitterness, of dread

My crown of dreams

Crushed and dead

My crown of friends

Who came and left

My crown of sins

That I'll never repent


Crown me, then

Announce my crimes

Torture me till

My blood runs dry

Still, I'll say

I had to die


Condemn me

Forever in Hell

Chain me to this

Eternal jail

Crown me, won't you

Hurry up now?

Crown me with

The fire of Hell


For my sins I have

Been justly repaid

With my punishment

Justice has reigned

My crown of bitterness

I wear henceforth

Condemned to stay here

Forevermore


I may be crazy, I

May be mad

But life has been

Just as bad

Hell down below or

Hell on earth

Is one better

And is one worse?


NOTE: This was written from the perspective of a person driven to the brinks of insanity by depression. It is NOT to be taken as the poet's opinions regarding faith.

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