𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙱𝚘𝚢 𝚆𝚑𝚘 𝙻𝚎𝚏𝚝 | ✔️

THE Argument

I was pulling into my driveway, but all that was on my mind was Jax and Megan and why I cared so much.

If they started dated I would be happy for Megan she never really get the attention she deserves from most guys but also I'm just hoping she's taking an interest in Jax because he is a nice guy and not because she always wants to be like me.

But that would imply that I have feelings towards him that I don't have. This made me start thinking about Lorals question earlier. He has known Megan for longer than he's known me and she's always liked him and had made that very clear so why now is he starting to show interest in her.

It's not like she was ugly and got pretty Megan has always been pretty even when she was in middle school. Did I do something that night I got drunk? Did he do something and just felt bad.

None of this matters though because I Dont like Jax, Kian you don't like Jax.

"What the hell Kian!" I heard his voice first when I got out the car and then his feet marching up to me. Almost forgot he lives next door. He wasn't in calculus today, thought I dodged a bullet but guess not.

I looked up at him and he looked terrible. He had a black eye an a Little cut on his lip. His eyes looked angry, very angry I've never seen him mad at me before. This feeling in my stomach when I looked at him didn't give me satisfaction like I had hoped it gave me sadness. Fuck me and my emotions, not being right today.

"What do you want Ethan?" I said in a rather monotone voice. I was already bored with this whole thing and it hasn't even started.

"I know you did this and now Avery isn't talking to me." It hurt when he said her name a little. The fact that he cared whether or not they spoke hurt, but I ignored it. I rolled my eyes and leaned against my car

"Your eye was all me, but your girlfriend isn't talking to you because her other boyfriend told her not to." He looked confused for a minute, but instantly went back to being angry.

"You changed and become a bitch." I laughed this was getting funnier by the minute. I looked up at him and his eyes were filled with regret guessing he didn't want to say that.

"Yeah well I'll take a bitch over a liar any day." He rolled his eyes and sat down on my steps.

"I only left so I wouldn't hurt you."

"Yeah well, You leaving hurt me so I guess that plan backfired."

"I'm sorry okay. I'm sorry for calling you a bitch and leaving you but know I wouldn't have left if I didn't need to."

"You think that's why I'm mad because you left, if you think that you're a bigger asshat than I thought you were." I was pacing now still trying to not cry from how angry I was. He ran his fingers through his hair. He was frustrated he always did that when he was frustrated unlike Jax who did it when he was sad.

"Then why are you mad? Why did you sick some people on me then Kian? I blew out a breath and tried to calm down. I don't even know how I got threw our first conversation.

"Because you lied, you lied and lied and lied! If you would have just been honest I think I could of moved on not wondering about you not caring as much but instead I stayed stuck on you."

"You wanted to forget me?" I rolled my eyes of course he just focus on that part.

"Of course I do Ethan but I can't forget the best days of my life that were mostly with you and the worst days of my life because of you."

"Key-"

"No don't Key me, I know that you won't tell me why you left but I wish you would just realize what you did and that I have a right to be mad. You just can't leave and come back expecting me to welcome you with open arms."

"I never expted it to be rainbows and kisses Kian but I didn't except it to be this bad. You have become a complete different person and I don't know you anymore."

"Good, I'm glad you don't know me anymore, you and I are better off strangers." His face fell even more, he must of really hated the last thing I said, but I turned around so I wouldn't have to look at him. I could feel him getting closer to me to the point where I could smell his breath

"You don't mean that, I still love you Kian just as much as I did when I left."

"You can't love someone you don't know." I said my voice shaking. I was on the brink of tears.

"We can try." He stood up and leaned in and kissed me and I kissed him back. I started to cry into kiss because it didn't feel right it didn't feel how it used to. The kisses we shared before he left made me forget everything this one just made me remember even more.

I pulled away and went back into my car.

"Kian!" He called out but I tuned him out

"We can't love each other Ethan." I said just loud enough so he can hear I got into my car and sped out my driveway. I need to see the only person that could make me feel better and good thing he didn't live far